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Sunday, May 15, 2005

me feeling bored
me at home
me watch tv
me read mags
me eating junks
me play comp
me thinking
me thinking of yesterdae
me piss wif big sis
me dun lyk ppl shouting at me
me feel tat big sis onli wan me 2 listen 2 her
me feel tat its not fair
me being mean
me dun let her use me wallet
me are not allowed 2 use big sis things no more
me dun care
me can buy me own things
me need money firstly
me want 2 work
me bored
me piss
me wan 2 go out
me dun go out coz me hav not been staying home last few wkends
me studying 4 maths
me saeing gdbye

me not looking 4 it
but me wan 2 know how it feels

sign out at 5.02pm
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continuation...
hey juz came back frm grandma house...take my sis hp charger at her house...ate n ate....luv her cooking....4 some reason i hav the appetie to eat at her house but not mine....well...then afta tat wen to 7/11...bought chendol softee...never get tired of it...its delisiaso....yesterdae also i bought a cup of it wen i go 2 7/11 near my house at bout 9.30pm wif my lil sis....tats wen i fought wif my big sis.....ok then wen to tm take my big sis frm work...im sooo piss wif her...y the hell should i always listen 2 her....hack ar....my parents always tell me not to be rude 2 her...hey...its not lyk i like being rude 2 her...but i cant stand her attitude no more...u noe wad i noticed tiz...i always gotta listen to my siblings...gotta listen 2 my bro n sis coz they bigger than me...gotta' mengalah' to my lil sis n bro coz they smaller than me....wad de hell...no one listens to me...getting tired of it....getting tired of listening n be gd girl to everyone....sooo feeling lyk being rebellious now...i can show my attitude if i wan ok...but i dun...ya u dun liy...so dun even start...if not its gonna be a habit....it sux to be in the middle....its hard....its lyk....ur lil sis n bro dun respect u coz ure not 'digelar' kakak in the house but at the same time ure not the 'baby' in the house tat every1 will listen 2 all ur cries n craps....so actualli im the most sensible kid in the house....ya ure a sensible kid liy....so stop saeing tat it sux alrite....so ya....juz felt lyk shouting my lungs out rite now.....AAAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!.....im tired of listening ppl...im tired of it...i wanna sae it out loud to everyone....I CAN BE NICE BUT DUN ....I MEAN DUN EVA MAKE ME ANGRY

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11:20 PM

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