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Thursday, May 19, 2005

okie...2dae was ok...hmm...maths ca coming...so dun wanna flunk it again...wishing...praying...studying...very hard so tat i can pass...i tottali cant understand chapter 9....esp the last part...tat teacher...blardidumb...hmm...tmr got eng...aarghhhh...my eng is getting frm bad to worse...ya tat file ...for me the effort we put in tat file for the pwoject deserve at least a 9 marks...not juz 8.5....coz the next grp afta us got 8 n like wen i ...i mean personalli....look at their file i can see soo much more room 4 improvement...but us...like i can see a lil bit of improvement 2 be put in...like the cost or like the finance can be improved...tats all ar...haizz....wad 2 sae...im not the teacher...its not like i wanna be proud or aniting ar but im sooo freaking irritated...tat catalouge....only worth of 0.5 marks....we put in soo much hardwork in it...i mean like everyone in my grp...colouring n designing...n the ink we wasted...awwww....bladidumb...so need 2 do well in tmr letter writting...

tmr got guides...its the rehearsel...ya i need 2 find out my school sitting arrangement in the hall...muz see hu again...shito i 4get....let see...tats all rite...ya...liy u also need 2 learnt the songs....u actualli noe alreadi but nvm lets practice one more time late juz in case..n ya remember the programme...u need 2 noe tat...wad else...yup tink tats all...hope its gonna be a success...though i dun realli hav high hopes in it....

i find myself such an emo person...i cried at lil things...i muz realli build up my confidence level...oh ya...my dad keep saying tat im veri rude towars him...i dun feel tat way of coz...4 me im juz stating the fact...like 'ure irritating'...or 'y dun u do it urself...im studying rite'...or...'ure getting old...'....he saed tat im rude...he sae tat i shouldnt sae a word wen he comamnd me 2 do someting...its like this is now...not his time...teens now speak their mind...n ya...he sae im shouting at him...i seriousli didnt...its juz my voice...wad can i do rite...im sorrie if he tink im rude coz i didnt mean to be rude its juz tat sometimes i cant understand him...tried 2 understand but i failed soo manie times...i dun unerstand y he pick onme the most...i noe all my siblings will b going im juz oversensitive...i can admit i am...but seriousli...like wen im seating down studying n the rest r watching tv he will ask me to make drinks 4 him...but not the rest...n ya tudung...y neva always pestering my sis...y me...shes the oldest...hmmm...nvm....i noe u all will b going like its such a small matter....but try living wif it 4 ur 14 yrs of life....haizz...even my mum agree tat he always picking on me...haizzz

saw a glance of u....is it fate tat were not mean 2 see ech other...my heart cry 4 u...oh no it didnt...it bleed 4 u
u were right in front of me...do u hate me tat much...i tried 2 smile but wen i look in ur eyes i onli see hatred...its relli not my fault...mayb i hated u 2...but now i seriousli dun....but hey....i dun care

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8:10 PM

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