somewhere over the rainbow;

Saturday, May 14, 2005

2dae my dae is spoil all by my parents....it all started earli in the morning....y cant my dad juz let me sleep...its not lyk im hurting anione by sleeping...im super tired...cant he understand tat on wkdays i slept late every night doing skool works....y muz he force me to get of bed....its not lyk i disturb him or aniting rite by sleeping....wen i woke up he wanted me to clean the house....hello??...i juz woke up....im feeling super irritated by u ...super tired...n u asking me to house works....my gosh...he was practicalli shouting at me ar...but i juz close my ears....im 2 tired...lyk of coz i didnt budge straight away....i sat on my bed....feeling lyk closing my eyes n juz sleep again....then he wen in n started shouting...my gosh...i clean my room n then watch tv...hack ar....later it was ok again coz he was playing the comp....dun undertsand him...wads wif playing the comp...he think he still young ar...goodness...u wont believe wad he use the comp for...then i bath...go shop coz im super hungry...im having period...bought 2 packets of pillows n a 1.5l bottle of f&n drink....wen home...wash dishes...start studying 4 maths...all was nice n gd till a phone call rang....then a shout...."baby masak nasi!!!"....i was lyk wad the hell....my sis wasnt there...n i totalli forget how to cook the rice again....so wen my mum return home i told her i cant hear my bro shouted...she was super angry lar....but i juz kept quiet....then...i wan 2 play the com...my sis was super irritating...the comp dun belong 2 her ok...shes lyk playing 24/7...n she saed she didnt play....wad de hell...so i being mean....started toking loudli asking her to get out of the comp...so wen my mum heard she would juz ask us to close the comp...well she did...but it wen on n on....she was lyk y u cant fight doing houseworks ....wad de hell hu in thi world will fight to do houseworks...aniway...then she started nagging2...shouting2...saeing tat we girls r lazy...while we girls ...get scolded....my 2 brothers juz watch tv...wad de hell....y boys get away wif this....but all the mess is all made by them...y mus we clean their mess....dun understand...at least we hav a reason for being busy all dae...we r lyk practicalli studying ar....but her 2 fav sons...watchin tv playing playstation....it so not fair...i noe lar noting in tis world is fair but....lyk wad de fark ar...she was lyk later wen u married i wan 2 see how ur house looks lyk....hello???...havnt she heard of the word called "maids"....can juz hire them wad....they can help me do stuff i dun wan to do lyk ironing...washing clothes...clean dishes...i can cook n ya take care of things in the house...anniway im so not gonna be house wife wen i grow up...im gonna be a career woman...y muz we do all the work while the boys juz get away wif it...there should be balance in this kind of things...fairness...well...ya...at least her daughters study...we hav something 2 be proud of...at least were not supid...not being proud or wadeva ar...but seriousli....she let the boys step on her head n they do it....they almost hav no respect for her....wen my dad scold her...i cant blame him...my mum juz listen 2 my 2 bros....dunno y....she treat them lyk kings...n so they believe they r....haizz.....aniway....ya 2dae as u can see not a gd dae 4 me...and ya...my cramps make it all worse....helpppp...pain....

only illusions;

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