guides was ermmm...
i dunno wad to sae...
for the first half i was doind noting...
abulutely noting...
juz watch the ppl march..
coz im reserve ler...
aniway tok to ppl hu i dun tok wif usually...
they turn out to be nicer than i expected...
haha...u see i always look on ppl weaknesses...
im mean...so ya i hate ppl hus tooo noisy...
cant stand them...
well ya then come the interesting part...
the rest suppose to do like someting 4 sec 4 farewell...
but u noe wad...
wen i came in..
its like 10 more mins to presentation...
but guesse wad...
they hav not done anyting...
shocked...
well not to me...
the ppl are juz dun wan to coorperate....
aniway....i shouted at them ar...
i was juz pissed...
irritated....
no offence k ppl...
cant stand noise ar...
i dun mean to shout....
i noe lar im not in charge or aniting...
but some1 hav to take charge...
if not noting will happen ar...
aniway we end up only dividing into grps...
sec 2 1st n 2nd coy...
well 4 sum reason they wan me in the second coy at first...
but then later they decided yu go where eva u wan...
so i chose the dance lar...
i dun mind being in the skit ar...
its kinda gd...
but athifah wan me 2 be dance lar...
so i juz go ar..
i dun care aniway...
well...juz pissed....
if only i could get out of this hell...
run away frm tis shit...
i see no point of being home anyway....
sicked...
everyones sicked....
pathetic....
crap...
i dunno wads rong wif u...
if u sae hes rong...
then u are also rong...
wad are u doing...
showing tat u can be superior...
crap...
ure acting like a fool...
i juz dun understand....
i dread going to a place i called home b4....
i tried to ignre but i noe tihings arenr the same no more...
