somewhere over the rainbow;

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

frm the look
my family can be the mos perfect family eva
so happie,soo full of life n drama
yar ppl noe we had our share of fights n all
but they always thought we manage to overcome it all
well tats wad i thought we were
but we were far frm perfect
not even near to average
we used to be a family that i can sae
that im proud of
well i guesse its true
that ppl sae every gd thing hav to come to an end
all the happiness love n care juz gone
mayb 4 while
mayb 4eva
i dunno
but im praying n wishing hard
its onli 4 while

its not tat we dun respect u
its not tat we hate u
its not tat ure not a gd parents
its not tat we're being rude
its juz that enough is enough
sometimes u juz hav to let it go
yar...its hard
but u hav to
u hav to accept the fucking fact that it happens
n noone can change it
i hope it neva happen
but it did
cant turn back time
can i
if time were to reverse i seriousli think it go a diff way
but time wont turn 4 us
it juz keep going
i cant stop it
u cant
no one can
u hav to wait 4 time to heal
but if u dun give it a chance
how the hell is it supposed to heal

my heart cant possibly break
cause it wasnt even whole to start with
thats it
its no use me crying no more
feel a whole lot betta though
but i think now im stronger
i dun juz cry
i dun wan to cry n juz watch it happen again the next dae
cause im sick n tired
sick n tired of
crying 4 the same damn thing
i can live in denial lyk she did
i can fake it till i make it
but it wont help
picking the bits n pieces
it wont help mending the broken heart
it wont help u to live through life
u can live in a lie 4eva
or u can seat n tok bout it
it seems that everyone
juz wanna live in this big fat lie

i may look lyk an average teenage gal
hus living a fucking normal life
but i guesse
im not tat average afta all
i used to wish that
my life was a bit of drama
now i wish ive taken that back
n live lyk a normal teenage gal
ppl laugh wen i laugh
but they laugh wen i cry

because of you
i am afraid
n 4eva will be

~~thinking veri hard if i wan to post this~~

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8:31 AM

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