so i saed i wanna update bout the chalet
but i very the lazy
so well
decide nt to
but i sure hav lots of fun

aniway
guesse wad time i woke up todae
i cant believe it myself
i told myself to wake up at 8am
n woke up at 5pm
was suppose to meet sha at 5
hehe
ate dinner wif sha
catch up wif stuffs
been very long since i wen out wif her
though we meet everydae in skool
hardly talk to her

well
yesh i hav been studying lyk shit
dun wanna hav F9 on my report card
so hav to study real hard
bt i feel lyk giving up
everytime i look at my last term report slip
i feel lyk i can neva do it
i feel lyk its all too late
i dunnoe mayb im jus born stupid
its a miracle how i even gt in tkgs
wif all the clever ppl
im nt even supposed to go there
i hav to appeal
yesh i hav to appeal
y did i even appeal
did i make a mistake
i am neva going to be as smart as the ppl there
okay so im nt the worst
bt im one the worst
tats bad enough
i dun wanna drop any subject
bt wif the rate m going
i noe i hav to drop one
urrgghhh...

okay enough ranting
nt gonna blog for now
gonna hav to stay focus