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2007-05-19T10:06:00.000-07:00

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2007-03-18T01:00:00.000-07:00

Obor was allrite i guesse
the company was great though
yaya "biggest sleeq fan"
syik doing the boogey dance on stage
hilarious sey
our performance was good i tink
didnt do or say aniting wrongly
despite the oh so last min practice
well thare's sleeq,imran,deputy siren and rauzan
i cant stand it when pure malay nak step tak tau bbl malay
i mean dont act stupid
maybe not perfect malay...
and whats with the slang sey...
oh and that syarif guy frm sleeq s hot and
he got a nice voice
though he sound stupid in berita harian
deputy siren was rawking
and that andika guy is cute
liy2...tgk jantan aje

yesterday acsi ganshow
was one horrible experience
i almost die
its super lame and ridiculous
for gdness sake
i cant understand what they were talking about
then somemore yesterday wasnt my day at all
all the embarrassing moments
theres the bus card thing
i hate it soo much
like du'uh im a student rite
y am i wearing a guides u if im not
but at least i save the squad from going the wrong way
then going up the stage
and making a fool of myself
theres also taking food from the vip table..
haha..so not my day!

today is the last day of my break
wasnt very productive at all
theres still loads of hw untouched
my csp hw for one
but i tried hokay
just couldnt get what they were blabbering about

and oh yar thanks ar sis for the diary
really neded it
though my bdae was like 2 mths ago

haishhhh

2007-03-08T23:59:00.000-08:00

what a great time to fall sick
on the ast day of skool
i mean just when the holidays starting

i noe im dead
cause my books are all in the class
how to study like that
thats what happen when u're lazy
and dump all ur bks under your table
sheesh

let see
the one wk hols
wait like mdm hassan said
its a break not a hols
is actually not a break at ALL
every day still have to go back to school
busy2...

but well the teahers meant well
they want us to be in track
and not waste the holidays
ritee...
they jus want to torture us lar
esp miss lui

aniways
on monday
the obor thing
i really have NO idea what to wear
why must the theme be hawaii
and the performance
wish me luck aites
dont wanna screwd it up
reperters everywhere
duh at sph rite

nothing to blog actually
feel like closing down the blog
dont feel the urge to blog animore
lets just wait and see

2007-02-24T22:03:00.000-08:00

gosh
suju and dbsk
making me go crazy
cant believe i watch super junior fullhouse all over again!
and choosy lover is like stuck in my head
the way chang min bite the specs is soo sexy...

*fan myself down
drop dead

2007-02-18T08:22:00.000-08:00

i thought im not going to touch my blog animore
so i thought
this time i will promise not to touch my com too often
but i will still update when i have a life once in a while
like today for instance

went ou with sha
i wanted to catch a movie
but goodness sake it was full
i dont understand
why the chinise catch a movie on CNY
okay maybe some dont celebrate it
but most of them were in CNY clothes
no offence here but
dont they have to go visiting ??
or stay at home so ppl can visit their house???
that sure piss me off
cause i wanted soo much to catch a movie
its been a while since i catch a movie
and for the first time a nc16 one that i wanted to watch
now that i can
but the day was still fun with sha company
and other stuffs that irritates us okay maybe me
that i can laugh about now
like mats,banglas,irritating uncle who rush in the mrt pushing me aside

pictures

2007-02-13T03:40:00.000-08:00

BYE 4 NOW!

2007-02-06T02:53:00.000-08:00

i think today is my bad luck day
SHUCKS

2007-02-03T05:39:00.000-08:00

saturday was study date wif the geog babes
ira cant make it though
breakfast at banquet
and off to changi airport
we did study hokay
can i pls be smart lyk dian!
chemistry can make me looney
soo many things to memorise
its crazy
camwhoring was fun
eye candies was a bonus

2007-01-30T06:26:00.000-08:00

i feel soo cold inside
yet its soo warm outside
no..this is not lyrics to a sg
im sick
naq and zah i swear i am lar
been sleeping the whole day
throat hurt and no appetite to eat
even my favorite keropok ikan and brownies

this is bad
falling sick is the last thing i want now
i have tons of wrk to do for gdness sake
2 most hated subjects CA is nxt wk
chem and csp
and im still clueless on both subjects
gotta start revision early gal

well let see
i flunk my history paper for sure
i have no idea what crap im writting
and bio
i just let it all out
i dont even know which one is the ans
pandai2 pilih lar cher

okays off to my youtube again
have i told you that i love koreans
i tink i have
hehe

2007-01-29T06:46:00.000-08:00

A post specially dedicated to my friend
QURAISHA
eh babe
HAPPY B'DAE!
eh youpeople always say that you dont have to say thank you to your friend
but i never find that true
cause its your friend that you owe one of your biggest thank you to
thank you for being my friend

i have to say
its always been fun with you around
i will treasure every moments we shared
from the small talks at the beach to our oc and oth day
thanks a lot for always being there
being there when i'm at my lowest point
you never fail to make me feel better
although i'm not always there when you need me
(cause of my very disfunctional family
the telephone calls for me will never reach me one
sorry hor )
i'm always wishing the best for you babe
though this might be the last yr we're in this skool
i know our friendship won't end here
so here is a cheers to more b'dae spend together!

LOve ya gal!
SUMMER HEARTS MARISSA!!

2007-01-26T09:46:00.000-08:00

indeed it was a sweet sixteen
i love my girlfriends and family banyak2
it was a very2 beautiful bdae
thanks a million for making it soo special

thanks for all the wishes and presents yeah
love them all

lets see
well my bdae afternoon was spend with the guidesmates
they very the sweet one
marching2 then start singing me a bdae song
and mind you they were very far away from me
but i heard it loud and clear
then the sec 2s which im commanding to
start singing me a bdae sg too
when the sec 4s sang the bdae song in malay
the sec 2s wanted to sing it in chinise..but failed
soo cute lar they
at least the guides session was fun

then i was surprised by my loves
gosh..i love the surprise party to bits
i cant believe it you know
im very the touch by all of your effort
just great

the journey to jannah place
all the lies that sha tell me...and to think of it
i believe it ALL
not even a slightest hint
but u have an easy job...cause i know
i selenge bin bacin one
the waterbombs at the lift
hahha jannah...soo cute lar u
candle blowing..i love the cake btw..cheesecake yummy!
jannah brothers and pakcik..attention seeker
but they sure make me laugh!
and thank your parents for the food and also for using ur place till late nite
ohh to all sorry for being late har

and i just cant stop smiling
well thanks sha,jan,shila,hani,syik,ezza and ira
i enjoyed myself
and of course here is a special thanks for ifa
im soo sorry
i know you wanted to come
and excited bout all this
i can jus imagine u going on and on talking bout it
again....thanks sweethearts
hearts u all

later
went out wif my geog babes
and guesse who was early
ME!!!!
30 mins early tau..soo proud of myself
omg the leg up in the air was damn hilarious i swear
that korean shop is like love sey
i want all of it!
choosing my present was fun
i wish i can have them all
haha..tamak semacam
vivo was kinda dissapointing
but i love the sentosa view and the wind
so looving
camwhoring a must
talking craps bout pee-ing was funny
thanks ar girls :)

on sunday
went out for dinner with my family
thanks papa and mama
i love you two banyak2!
sotong fritters,ikan pari and tom yam
was yummylicious
had a great time

oh btw on sat
my mum lost her handbag in the house
someone must have went in the house
cause the door was not locked
but my bro and father was sleeping outside sey
entah lar eh
skali jin...
wadeva it is
now we're much more careful

aniways
though almost everyone said my bdae is very the suay
(all the stolen wallets)
you all still make it a special one for me
for that
THANK YOU MUCH-MUCH!
LOVE YA ALL

pictures up later once i get them all
and once im free ar
now gotta rush back to my books
i didnt touch any books during wkends
soo now im doom for tmr cas!!
still in a party mood

2007-01-25T07:18:00.000-08:00

semakau
bee-tea-full island
u wont know its make of rubbish
and u never guesse its part of singapore
but actually i dont think its that nice like
the winter sonata view and feeling
like all the other classes tell me
ware got??
but 4rers surely make it a fun trip
we're like the kiasu of the kiasu
the foods we brought..haha..
mcm babi satu-satu
mkn tak maintain
games and stupid antics of the classmates
i put the pics up once i got them frm nad n aisha

p.s:my bdae tmr...whee

2007-01-20T00:15:00.000-08:00

GOSH
what can be worst than this
cramps and headache
on a weekends
they sucks

2007-01-15T07:05:00.000-08:00

TIRED
LUCKILY THERES KOREANS
THEY CHEER ME UP
WHEE

2007-01-13T03:41:00.000-08:00

gosh
taking a break from writting up my NYAA
still havent touch my maths
and yar ss
gosh
running after time
but i just cant resist blogging lar

ermmm
let see
was late again this wk
and got s freaking lecture by 3 teachers
i cant belive i teared when Lenny BABITCH stared at me
im just afraid of stares hokay
i feel very intimidated by them
soo kental i know

ermm
ohhh i feel like exams have ended
when they actually havent even start
cause been playing lots of games in school
what huh game,concentration,tap2 game

nothing much actually

do i miss him
i dunno
seriously i dont

2007-01-10T02:33:00.000-08:00

im crazy over them

look at sungmin

cuteness :)

i have tons and tons of pics of them
if can i wanna post all
but photobucket giving me problem
so this is all for now

have i told you i love them
i adore them
koreans is love
love is koreans

aneyakaseyo ppl

2007-01-09T04:09:00.000-08:00

hmm
been a while rite
i was studying for my a-maths CA
n well it didnt make a different
most definitely i going to fail
i have to try harder next time
i really cant afford to fail any subjects
cause then i have to go for remedial
and i scared if it clash with CSP
gosh CSP
taking a hard time deciding whether to quit or not
finally decided to stay...3 yrs already
shall just fight the last battle
haha
but what if i fail
i dont want to be kick out
aiyoyo

ohh last friday
there was the class bonding thing
i actually laugh out loud when i heard theres a picnic
how lame can the school get
but it turn out fun
played old skool dog and bone and concentration game
we kinda bonded with the class in a way
except for a few anti social ppl
after soo long then our KFC came
and pizzas from 3e1
bloated sey

KFC..finger licking good

look at my UGLY FAT legs

saturday nite the whole family
went to malaysia for dinner
the food was great
and the company was superb
the non-stop teasing and lameness
the only thing that make me irritated was the fact
that i cant eat this and that
because of my stupid ugly rashes
but i still did...hehe
degil ar liy
cam mane nak baik..ish3

aniways
last sunday was kendarat day
set off early in the morning to pasir ris
they told me that the meeting time was 9am hokay
because they make the assumption that i will be late
it was actually 9.30
and guesse what
i reached at 9.15 and thought they left me
and i have no phone with so i was actually panicking tau
i really have to get people mentality of me as a late comer outs
basically we just carry the dirty dishes
steal food here and there
ate lunch twice mind you
and slack at the playground
after getting our gaji..heh
went to ben and jerry
yummylicious!

ohhyar
today was the best health check up ever
the class sat outside the library and played the "what and huh" game
priceless man my friends faces
i swear my tummy and cheeks hurt for laughing too much
kecorable :)
i like

and yesterday was soo sad
My Ivan went out
i cried hokay
he's freaking adorable and sexy i swear

2007-01-05T09:15:00.000-08:00

hows school
let see
got book on the first day for being late
found out that a freaking line on the school shoes matter soo much to Lenny
so have to get a new pair this wkend
seriously dont get her
how the hell is it in any way will affect the school
Ms Liu as my a-maths teacher
isnt that just great
that scary teacher
u can see me shivering when i enter the class
but now okay abit
Mrs lopez as SS teacher
surely will fall asleep in one of her lesson
what else
oh 3e4 was the last class for napfa last yr
not surprised

now rushing through my geog project
its only1.30 and im already sleepy
so im watching vid by suju,dbsk and xing
in love with this song

crdits:http:AzNGeNerAtioN

this is xing

i like yume and kevin
kevin is 15 btw
cute

and oh
suju is getting more and more popular
well yar..happy for them
but urgh it is soo irritating that now even
the girl that is soo obviously not into koreans
is like liking them and esp donghae
bitch

dbsk growing on me
theyre sooo cute!
the way jae joong kiss yun ho makes me faint
the way chang min laugh kills me :)

2007-01-02T07:34:00.000-08:00

so today was oc day
kay dont ask what we do on oc day
its just a day set for each other
as usual we went to pasir ris park and slack
thats a must on our every meeting
it has a nice environment to chill
then we went crazy camwhoring
since sha have to go home
and we still felt that we didnt camwhore enough
i followed her to her house
so memalukan hokay when sha mum went in the room
i remember being at her house on the night before skool re-open last yr
but i was rushing through my hw last yr
this yr it was for fun
i bet its the last fun thing i'll do this yr

then we went whack!

tmr skool gonna start
am i ready for it?
no!
am i excited to face it?
hell ya!
can't wait for the madness to be over
well it havnt even start
its going to start tmr
wish me luck aites

i will not say that i will not be blogging
cause i will definitely be blogging
and update on my day
it has become something i must do at least once a wk
but not so often i guesse
have to fight the temptation
i want to start doing my hw
i guesse shall start with my pile of chem ws
which i have put aside since last yr
hah
its never too late liy
you can do it

so people hope you have a great yr ahead!
and to my peeps taking o'level
we soo gonna work hard for it!

2007-01-01T01:08:00.000-08:00

Cheers to a New Year and another chance for us to get it right.
Oprah Winfrey

Making resolutions is a cleansing ritual of self assessment and repentance that demands personal honesty and, ultimately, reinforces humility. Breaking them is part of the cycle.
Eric Zorn

Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience
Victoria Holt

For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

In your life you meet people, some you never think about again, some you wonder what happened to them, there are some that you wonder if they ever think about you and then there are some you wish you never had to think about again … but you do.
The Wonder Years

You stop bitching and blaming other people for the things they did to you (or didn’t do for you) and you learn that the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected. You learn that people don’t always say what they mean or mean what they say, and that not everyone will always be there for you; and that it’s not always about you. So, you learn to stand on your own, and to take care of yourself; and in the process a sense of safety and security is born of self-reliance.
unknown

goodbye 2006
hello 2007

2006-12-30T04:53:00.000-08:00

YAY!!
shout with me
can't believe we won
haha
like we won?
so unbelieveable
though theres only 3 teams competing
we really didnt expect much
fortunately our effort paid off
we manage to overcome all problems
thank god

OMG
samuel zglywyn is damn hot!
can he stop being soo adorable
and freaking sweet

damn donghae
i have to see his stupid antics before i go to sleep everyday
its like
if i dont see him for one day
i cant blardie sleep
super cute shit
ohh btw
wdh...its like the whole world know them now
its okay if its within my circle of friends
i just don't want them to spread animore
its no fun if everyone likes them
hah
i use to hate ppl who go around saying
stop liking the celebs i love
cause for me its like they dont belong to you
but now i know how it feels
damn irritating
and chang min
growing on me!

2006-12-29T07:50:00.000-08:00

yayness
after sooo long
i met my oh-sooo-i-miss bestie iffah!
head down to town
lots of catching ups
exchanging of gift
haha...
i kept her bdae presents for 7 mths
sorry hor
like you said the thought that counts rite
thanks for the shirt :)

as usual when im out with iffah
we dine at lj
and i swear the casher always make me confuse
thats why i hate making orders
i never get the right order
and ohhh tried fried mars
yummylicious
i'll get one everytime i go far east now

bought my skool bag
like finally
and you know what
that freaking shirt that
i want from topshop was like 23 bucks
actual price 43 bucks
took soo long trying to make up my mind
whether to buy it or not
in the end there was no size for me
i swear its gone in a sec
the sale was crazy
i hate it that everytime theres a sale
im broke
and i will promise myself i will save my money nxt yr
but it never happen
goshness

ohh
i bet you guys notice theres this guy
along tampines int
he busk with his dad/granpa/uncle
i tink he's cute and have a nice voice
haha..random

hearts

i just love doing stupid faces

hate my hair...and pimples

yummylicious

and tmr is the dance competition
lets hope that we do well
and we can think of a way out of every challenge we face
lets hope that we will not make a fool of ourselves

im panicking and scared
thank gosh super junior calming me down
with their stupid and cute antics
they're like love!!
and like naq
im falling for tvxq too
chongmin is cute
and so is jaejoong
i'll put up the song
that both of them sing
enjoys
show me your love

credits:hslhouse

2006-12-28T08:31:00.000-08:00

IM STRESSED OVER THE DAMN DANCE
FISH
IM SCARED TO DEATH
EVERYTHING CAN GO WRONG
FOR THE FIRST IM SCARED OF DANCING
WHAT IF NEVER LEAVE MY MIND
:(

2006-12-26T08:08:00.000-08:00

wah sey
today damn fun
well let see
the plan was to do our geog project
but in the end
hah
did nothing sey

we end up in the gym
cause naq really wanted to burnt off some fats
me and zah actually tak kuase..lazybums
im such a loser
without doing anything
my pulse is like so much higher than zah
who just did 5 mins of cycling
that just shows that i am soo not fit
naq was soo serious
did everything for 10 mins all
me and zah were having fun cycling
then of course us being girls
what else..camwhored

then after our workout
wanted to start on our project
dian join us from there
instead of searching for land use info
we search on suju...and all other hot guys that came in mind
we really cant get anything done
after drooling and going gagas over the guys
the pizza man came

yeah
i know
pigs rite
right after excercising we ate pizza
so in the end
the all effort gone to waste
but anihoos
thanks ar zah
ur parents so nice bought pizza and send us home

after dinner supposedly to continue with our project
but it never happened
we gave up
and decided to distribute the work
guesse what we do
we played xbox
wah sey
damn fun
the controller vibrates
sooo kewl rite
*my sis interupt me here..telling me that ps2 controller vibrates too*
see its been a long2 time since i play it with my bro
should join him again

me and naq worst ar
we get so excited
we cant seat still
naq stand right in front of the tv
at least im not the worst in the game
shall have another match with her next time
soo fun

well yar
thats my day with this grp of girls
who says rainy days are bad??
you can always stay indoors

while they're lifting weight..i lift the camera..hahas

when a girl get excited...naq was catching up ar

i told you so...and look at my boncitness...ate a lot sey

and us :)

2006-12-24T05:24:00.002-08:00

enjoyed myself going out with the family today
we went down to my neighbour wedding
been a while since i last went to a wedding ceremony
and been a while since we as a family went out together
then was supposed to go to another wedding
but the ceremony has ended

so siblings stayed in the car while the parents went out
great time laughing and teasing
i have always love moments in the car
fighting or laughing
well a day well spend with the family

i swear the're the best ever
love much much ♥

2006-12-22T04:11:00.000-08:00

im a fat pig
i swear i am
i spend all my money i got today on food
at least all my cravings are gone rite
after eating lj
ate my tuna sushi
then saw famous amous and just couldnt resist it
later i bought my oh sooo refreshing coconut drink
why cant i just save up for rainy days ahead
which is like practically everyday
why am i soo fat..damn it

yay!
finally the dance is over
just have to practice and practice
and by 30 dec
jus hope for the best

it was tiring walking around tampines today
i have no idea how many times
we have go to and fro from tm to cs
my feet were hurting like shit

esp since my freaking slipper is soo uncomfortable
ohh
damn it
mondo peep toe shoes is like on for $9.90
its the same kind i wanted
but i just bought a pair of shoes
which might be make of kulit babi
but i seriously dont think so...lar wdv
i shouldnt miss this chance rite
yar i should get it
i can phsyco my mum for 10 bucks
she kill me if she knows im going to use it to buy another pair of shoes
but its too late for her if i buy without telling her rite
hah..im clever

taufik was at tm jus now
still hot as ever
but the crowd so little
i still remember getting push by makciks and kids when he was hot as pancakes
now i can jus tiptoed(because im not long...ppl blocking my view)
and there i can see his hot charming face
but we didnt stay long
just catcha glimse of him

2006-12-21T07:15:00.000-08:00

im a happy2 girl today
i get my vest
not the type that i really wanted
but well at least i have a vest

i also got my cute pretty ballet pumps
super cute okay
but..but
maybe its make of kulit BABI
taek
why must they exist
jus praying hard that its not!
zah pls give me gd news kay
why did you even tell me in the first place
aish!

well aniway today
after dance prac
had lunch at kfc with can,naq n zah
can make her way home
and us to far east
was supposed to go little india
but changed of plan
yeah again
so went straight to far east to get my vest

well the funniest thing today
is naq herself
gosh
i dunno what got into her
she come in with this super huge pullover
her dad one
haha
she's mad
caught walking around with that is like
daylight murder
but of course we are gd frens
and still walk with her
shes just being herself....retard..
hehe..jk eh

school is scaring the freaking hell out of me
but not to the extend to get me off this com
school haven't even started and they already send us
that letter to remind us about supervised study and cas
gosh

im craving for tuna sushi
well thats the only sushi i ate
and famous amous
yum yum yum

zah and me

just look at her...she looks like someone who has just been released frm IMH

smile

2006-12-20T08:55:00.000-08:00

vivo plan was cancelled
gosh i really want to cam whore like shit there
well change of plan
and all around bugis and far east we went
seraching for a freaking vest
damn it was like hell
theres like no shop selling the freaking vest at bugis
what a wasted trip
then far east
its either too small or the type that we don't want
and its hard finding one for naq too
cos...haha
her boobs are mampat
seriously most girls would love to have ur boobs u noe
in the end naq and zah bought theirs at cs
im getting mine tmr at far east
cause just now i was short of cash
yay im getting a vest
finally..i have always wanted it

i want the freaking ballet shoes!
freak cant find a pic of it

and this freaking necklace

and one more thing that make my whole day
the amount of EYE CANDIES today
they're like everywhere
they're not just the "eh cute ar tat guy" kind
its like the "OMFG SOO HOT" kind
one looks like utt
the other jesse mcartney
den theres one who looks like samuel zylgwyn
so was smiling my whole way
and of course the two crazy girls too

n haha
i was lyk practically laughing at naq
we saw a pineapple along the streets
and she goes"nanas"
i'm like isnt it nenas
even when ppl pronounce it informaly
it goes nenas rite?
i thought she was acting cute

us

aniways
to my kakak
congrats eh
my family was laughing and making fun of her in her absense
soo funny lar them
and i thought it will never happen

ohh my adeks ifa and hafiz
driving me crazy with their crazy craps
they are like sooo in love with ganyut
yesh the show is funny
but you dont watch it 5 times in a wk
and actualy memorised every freaking line
and say it over and over again
and can still laugh about it
i just dont get them
but they make me laugh too
cause they look like idiots when they do the stuff the do

and yesterday was talking to my lil bro before we went to bed
haha
he so slenge
he said he wants to hear ghost story
so i said
i make one up
and he can actually be damn interested
he was really listening to it
like its a real one..gosh
every now and then i will say
this is not real tau
and he goes yar...so wad happen next?
gosh
we talk bout all the p.ramlee film
we used to watch
seriously...we watched it everyday
but now..hardly have the time for it

klar going to sleep now
have to wake up early tmr
got dance practice

2006-12-18T07:38:00.001-08:00

the day begin on a right note
seeing all my family members home in the morning
was a nice feeling
its a been a while
having breakfast cooked by mama
was just a great way to start a day

the girls came my house for dance
and as usual i was still in my pjs
they must be getting used to my habits already
10.30am is just not the time for me to be awake
gosh any suggestion of what bolly song to use for our dance?
today practice was not a productive one
but
we did watch a lot of suju vid and laugh our hearts out together
how can they still be hot when they're acting gays
donghae is just killing me

then met up with my geog grpmates
ira couldn't join us cause she's not feeling well
get well soon!
we still have our vivo plan on wed
aniways
we had snackies brownie and bubble tea before meeting dian
both are just love
i finally tried all three flavours..yeah!
was supposed to go around marine parade estate to do survey for our project
but in the end change of plan
we realised that we will not ask anyone being the timid us
and it was raining too
in other words
we're lazy..hah
headed to bedok library
but then not a good place for discussion
and decided to go macs
dian left earlier
and we went home not long after

this where the "fun" part comes
because of my stupid slippers
i have to hold on to naq and zah like a handicap person
i was practically sliding and they pulling me
gosh..
and me meltar-ing every time i felt like falling didnt help at all
we're like laughing our ass off
i bet people thought we were drunk
luckily i have them with me
thank you much babes

when i get home
i did what i promised to do
i start on my a-maths hw
and realise that i'm in deep shit
cause i have to refer to my notes on EVERY single qns
everything jus went poof!
i wasted 4 wks out of my 6 wks of hols
its never too late rite

as i said in my earlier post
i've been watching a lot of greys anatomy
this is not my best moments
cause there's just too much
i just love every bits of this show
this is just something close to my heart
friendship..i treasure them muchs
every single one that i had/have

credits:DHandGA

so this thing where we all keep our distance
and pretend not to care about each other
ITS USUALLY A LOAD OF SHITS
so we pick and choose who we want to be close with
and once we chose those people
we tend to stay close by
~greys anatomy

2006-12-16T05:04:00.000-08:00

boat quay we went
gosh it was super tiring i swear
but it was nice to see a part of singapore
that i never seen before
of course i heard of this place before
but to actually spend the time to explore it
never before
the whole day was lovely
cam whore,chats,jokes,writting wishes,no. game and teasing of cos

gosh i made a fool of myself again jus now
haha...i cant help laughing myself
i wanted a "cermen"...mirror
so naq was lyk use my ipod got reflection
i was using the other side...and it was really hard to see
then naq said why not use the other side
then everyone burst out laughing
i noe i look stupid

then the stupid game
because each and every one of us is such a coward
we played a game
who lost have to go and ask the questions
and guesse who lost..me of course
i was about to cry you know
cause talking to people is just not my thing
i have problem with communicating lar
eye contact and approaching them all..scary
and again i know i look stupid
but they all soo mean
they just laugh at me and neva go
"its okay liy,we do it for you"
but in the end musfirah was the one asking questions
my mind just went blank
all i said were "we're doing a project,do you mind us aking you some questions?"

aniways
went we were seating at esplanade
a grp of koreans walk pass us
and one of them start waving
me being nice waved back
and then aww the moment
one more guy turn back to wave
gosh...soooo cute the face
so pretty

the day was a productive one i have to say
sight seeing and at the same time our project
it was fun!

pickas time

seriously its not

we're hit by the suju wave

admiring the hot sir stamford raffles

thats the koreans walking pass us

us and the wishing ball

well heres my new guy!
DANIEL HENNEY

HE'S GORGEOUS!

2006-12-15T07:17:00.000-08:00

went out wif naq n zah todae
was supposed to do our project
but we didnt know what we're supposed to do
well we did write some craps
but then give up halfway
so instead
we did ppl watching
went around century for reflections
cos we wanted to take pics
but all the reflection that we can get is frm the pots and pans
wanted to take pics at the pretty toilet at cs
but then a grp of minahs was doing jigsaw puzzle there
gosh dont they have any other place
their house perhaps
went crazy over suju pics
but the shop closed when we're about to enter
we also went crazy over barbies
wait now they're called my scenes
actually only zah lar
i really miss playing with barbies
i bet most of you girls had one before
i even gt the barbie resturant and school set
but now its someware in the storeroom
and my barbies either lost their leg or their head..hehe
i remember even taking them for a bath with me
those sweet old days

aniways
i was being soo blur during the discussion
i just cant get the words right
what was in the mind didnt came out
soo i make a fool of myself wen talking
naq and zah laughed at my foolishness
i was still sleeping i tink

am watching greys anatomy now
gosh i love the show to bits
when can the season 3 premiere in singapore
alex is soo hot
cant believe hes a father of 5
christina is soo funny with her sarcastic remarks always
the show just rawks

i need to get 2007 planner soon
the year is ending
next yr will be a hell of a yr!

cute donghae!

2006-12-13T09:14:00.000-08:00

well jus get back frm jack and the bean sprout
get free tickets for volunteering
the show was allright
they have funny jokes
but too much hokkien used
pictures up soon

im really going to miss that place
so glad that
Ina,Esther and Greg were touched by our gift
aren't we sweet
i bet the people there going to miss us too
well all good things come to an end rite

oh btw syik
your mum brownies is yummylicious!

spend the whole afternoon at the library
its been a while since i step foot there
for the first time we actually using books for researched
usually it will be just click and click
the geog poject is harder than we thought

the girls came my house for dance practice
and candice brought her suju photo album
cuteness
i didnt even bathe cause too excited when i saw the book
just hoping that we dont mess up for the dance

ohhh i want to go shopping
but im freaking broke
oh i so regret being nice
i want this top

it says "why are all good men either gay,married or broke?"

and i want this necklace

actually i want the cute heart shape locket

aniways was listening to christmas songs
and i have to say this is my all time fav
frm one of my fav show...love actually

credits:vfh333
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know

2006-12-12T08:22:00.000-08:00

my job shadowing ended on sun
gosh it was sad
i really love that place
love the people there too
gonna miss crush-ing on the cute matsalehs that come for the show
miss writting my wishes on the taugeh tree
which never came true btw
the oh so naughty kids that come for the show
ohh i lyk!
very cute...i want to marry all of the little boys
so hansome i tell you
n so mischievous
and of cos the buch
ohh the experience working there is love

pictures will be update soon
RISS!..i want pics darling
and yeah..she is getting me taufik album!

skool is starting soon
and im not ready at all
hw not done
revision too late
skool books still havnt buy
skool shoes and bag...dun even want to think of it
maybe not buying new ones this yr
arrgghhh!
how can i go to skool without a new bag
haha..i sound like a spoilt brat
but seriously...no new bag
dead sia

now im spending my time watching love letter
and donghae cuteness! on you tube
i know some ppl think im crazy
but seriously cant be help ar
soo cute..i want picnh his nose till his it turn red
sudden koreans attack
after one another obsession
help me pls

im having serious problem sleeping
i cant fall asleep for nuts
i will fall asleep when its lyk 5 am
thats lyk shit
cos i will wake up late
then i will feel very tired the whole day
how?how?

2006-12-08T08:57:00.000-08:00

so job shadowing turn out to be great!
gosh with the bunch im with
i jus cant stop laughing
going for dinner everydae at diff place is enjoyable
bitching times are love
even selling the stuffs is fun wif our strategies and all

and the best part
our manager is hot !!!
too bad he was in charge only for the first day
but hey
hes coming back again tmr
whee
im soo looking foward to seeing his pretty hot cute face again!!

aniways
yesh everyday we are grp with new ppl
lyk that dae wif this two students frm RJC
i swear i dun lyk the girl
u noe the suck up type
she looks lyk her granma dress her
okay very mean ar
shes not that bad actualli
its just that its irritating that she steal all our customer away!
the boy that was wif her...dun even noe hes there
invisible i tell u
the girl do everything for him
and i cant believe they actually older than us

then today was with diff grp of ppl
but we make frens wif them
except for a grp of girls...kinda anti-social
im sure im going to miss working there
its lyk a daily ritual for me already
i have nothing to do at home aniway

met a few actors and actresses there to
some of them really snobbish sia

didnt take any pics yet
noone has a cam
but now i got already!!!!!
thanks mama for buying the charger

oh living without a hp
OMG
soo hard
i can take it anymore
its soo hard to contact ppl
and its very hard for my friend to contact me too!
i seriously need a phone damn it

im sooo in love with suju
i think they're sooo adorable!!
i swear everyone has their own personality and all
donghae is mine!!!
i want to pinch his face
sooo adorable!

i swear hes cute with his specs and in suit!!

fishy!

gay dance steps...the boys feeling it!

cant blame me i didnt notice them last time lar can..they look lyk typical ah beng!

now thats better

suju!

frm this..HAHAHA

to this!

2006-12-04T07:55:00.000-08:00

well just gt back
frm meeting my 2 of my dearies riss and aisha
well supposedly buying my tops for tmr job shadowing
but
my stupid sis used my damn money
ass lar she
so sat at snackies
i like the the place n the food of cos!
but didnt get my fav brownie
syikin aku dgn promote mak kau kedai nie
hahas
catching up wif each other is love

well my afternoon was spent wif my fellow guidesmates
choreographing steps for our dance
took a long time!
so didnt go to ikea as plan
we cant come up wif anymore dance steps
so frustrating

gosh taufik
im sorry i still havnt get your cd
i use the money to buy my shoes
soon horkay
i want to listen to all of your new sg
so far i love all the sg that i hav heard
damn talented you
as i saed you rawk my sock!
i WILL buy ur cd
bt not now lar
cos im broke
ass lar

what im doing now
watching suju fullhouse
they damn cute and funny!
candice u gonna get it frm me
im hook to the damn show
n i love their sg u
wait im gonna put it up here

2006-12-03T05:11:00.000-08:00

finally
out of the house
met up wif my darlings riss and haj
so our mission was
to find clothes for our job shadowing
well im not searching for clothes
cos im broke!
but i jus followed them for fun
gosh wasn't as easy as i thought
i'm the one going to the saleslady
im like can i hav a smaller size for haj
den another min can i hav a bigger size for riss
i even got confused and the lady was irritated by me
squeezing into the damn small fitting room
im not changing
but i went in too because i jus dun wanna wait alone
smacking haj butt
oh i love
hot lar babe
wen in all the cheap ah mah shops in bright daylight
murder sey
but at least we get what we wanted
then off to bugis
smokers
ooo i cant stand it
i cough nonestop till my eyes tear
we passive smokers suffering u know
at bugis our search for brown red and green blouse was terrible
everyware its black
we thought black isnt allow
wen we reached home brown is not listed instead theres black
all that mdm goh fault ar
i swear
the job is going to be much easier than finding the clothes for the job itself

i want taufik new album now pls

2006-11-30T01:41:00.000-08:00

omg im hating the hols now

i hate being broke
i hate that im stuck at home
i hate not having a single cents wif me
i hate that im freaking bored wif nothing to do
i hate that i hav to look at the pile of books n feel very the guilty for not touching them
i hate that everytime i feel like doing my hw i end watching the damn tv
i hate not having any freaking food in my house
i hate that my mum is not yet home wif the food
i hate being hungry
i hate thinking of wad im going to do next
i hate looking at my freaking wardrobe and realising that i hav no more clothes.zilch
i hate that i hav no money to even buy more clothes
i hate that i hav no plans for the next 3 freaking days
i hate thinking of yesterdae
i hate knowing that im wrong
i hate that i dunnoe how to apologies
i hate hurting ppl
i hate being a meanie
i hate todae
i hate this post
i hate myself for now
i hate jus saeing that i hate me

bang

2006-11-28T21:58:00.000-08:00

eh peeps
dun sms or call my hp animore
cut my line alreadi
dun sms or call my mum no. also
cos yesterdae my sis lost the hp
so now i hp-less
i hav to go back calling ppl using my home phone
urggghhh!!
i cant remember anyone freaking no. sey
i hav to start memorising no. again
if u ppl gt any msg for me
drop me a mail kays
or you can always call my house <3s

now im going back to my dreamland

iffah where are you??
ckp nk klr giler

2006-11-27T01:45:00.000-08:00

again i didnt hear my alarm
im soo pissed at myself
i cant seem to kick the bad habit
can anyone pls help me
what can i do about this bad2 habit
so well today i didnt come for guides and the citra meeting
oh btw ira your bdae present is with me
we meet soon kays

im like stucked at home now
its raining
and there's no freaking food in my fridge
i dont feel like studying
and i dont feel like cleaning my house
actually i dont feel like doing anything
i havnt even bathe
and its like 6pm now
i've been updating my friendster picture
i wanted to delete the pics
but cant make up my mind which one to delete
so didnt delete any
i've also been looking for a blogskin
but all not my cup of tea

kay
if anyone reading this post
its jus a bunch of craps
and you're wasting your time

now i want to mandi then go sleep again i guesse

eh wait
candice..all your fault can
now i'm like in love wif that donghae guy
damn cute
sorry for nt coming todae
keep the cd for me
next time got meeting brg again kays
love u gal
i just love this clip..both of them very cute

credits:stacytr0n

2006-11-25T21:25:00.000-08:00

the farewell
let jus put it i was with a great company
with great company i never fail to enjoy myself
the dance was kinda shrewd up
but nevertheless it was fun
laughing among ourselves
and teaching people like ilah and yue fang dancing
was a very fun indeed
watch she's the man
will never get bored of that show
channing tatum is jus freaking HOT
now..pictures time

sweets

balloons makes me happy nowadays

cutes

bubble face

mrs tong im pregnant..are u happy now??

kemeks

lollies

ballerina..blueks

reflection

yesterday went to sungai buluh
gosh shouldnt have come
mosquitoes,bird watching and looking at plants??
soo not my thing
i dont understand how anyone can get so excited when they see a bird
its a freaking bird
well at least i learnt a few things
1.when the fish somewhat fly out of the water,its because theres baracuda attacking it
2.there is no Chameleon in Singapore..they live in north??east?? america
3.did i tell you about the baracuda already??
as you can see i wasnt really paying attention to tat guy
gosh he talks alot
well on our way to sungai buluh he started talking
and i fell asleep listening to him
when i woke up he was still talking
i fell asleep again
i woke up and he was still talking!
he really got a lot of story to tell
miss chan was being soo extra as if she was the guide
i can tell the guy was kinda irritated with her
ohh yar they look like each other
long lost siblings i guesse

anyone wants to feed naq??

we love the place...blueks

me acting interested candice jus cant stop scratching

is that a leaf??

ohh noo lar...its naq tongue

mcm paham

2006-11-24T05:50:00.000-08:00

kay todae gonna blog bout my 3 daes obor day camp at SPH
well of course i'm excited and all at first
i thought you know they can get hady mirza
but the moment we step in the building
zahidah told us the guest
n boy was i disappointed
the guest were olny the mtv vj Colby
and M pack an a cappella grp frm UK??US??
i dont know ..and i dont care actualli
well we were hoping that they are like a grp of hot young guys
but haha
they're not
luckily i didnt wait for them and went to amizah house
the first two days were very boring
we practically just slack at a corner
we can't participate as we are considered helpers
if we did of course its going to be fun
i mean acting like a journalist looks fun
asking question in a press confrence,taking pics,
coming up with your own article and editing your article page
very fun
so yeah when there's no speeches given
you will find us in the toilet
or outside waiting for the food to be served
well at least the food for the 3 days were great
and they're free
i miss the teh tarik..nice sey
aniways
Colby came on the third day
didnt took pics wif him
athifah wanted but me being lazy didnt want to line up
he is such a funny guy
and he's hot too!
at the end of the 3 days camp
didn't know why but when it was time to go home
i felt very sad
in fact i wish it didnt end that day
i miss the place!!
though i was freezing like hell in there
the air-con was like what -0 degrees celcius i think
okay i was exaggerating
but i was seriousli shaking

aniways heres some pics frm zahidah cam
once i get the rest frm ilah cam i upload them

us!

toilet!

ilah cute rite

on the EPSON bus

lunch..happy times

slacking

still slacking

press confrence..very real

Colby...

helpers!

btw today went for the sec 4 farewell
our performance was hmm..
not as great as when we practiced
but still i had fun doing it
but im glad the sec 1 and 2 performance was good
eh u ppl ar
nxt year rite,
organise a better farewell for us then this hokay!
more update on the farewell with pics on my next post

for now enjoy this video
by non other our first SI
Taufik Batisah-usah lepaskan
i want his album..darn

credits: cheekiesu

2006-11-22T04:02:00.000-08:00

so yesterdae mdm amizah invite forers to her house
unfortunately onlie 12 can make it
but oh wells
they miss the yummy foods
me and nad were talking bout her mum,Asmah laili,the chef terkenal the night before
so when i reached her house and saw her sitting on the sofa
i was smiling from ear to ear when salam-ing her
i was really trying my very best not to laugh in front of her
i remembered we were saying that her mum will be the one cooking
true enough she was the one who cooked..wah i ate asmah laili cooking sey
HAH
and then i remembered we were saying she will start teaching us how to cook
and start a cooking show
and remembering how nad said "letakkan bahan2 semua ke dalam kuali"
make me wanna laugh
and i taste tiramitsu??...how do u spell that desert
well i have always heard of it but never tatse one
gosh its damn nice..i like!!!
heres some pics

us!

it gets pretty boring while waiting 4 the tiramisu..her house somemore so cosy

where am i going?

my obor partner !

well i talk bout my obor camp another dae
i can't believe i'm sad that obor ended todae
i'm starting to like the place sey

2006-11-19T08:12:00.000-08:00

whee
so finally i went out wif my oc/oth partner qsha
for the first time i waited for someone for 30 mins hokay
usually it will be the other way round

actually i will be late too
if not because of this very very nice lady
she gave me a lift to tamp interchange
i was shocked at first when she asked me
I'm like are you sure?
Then in the taxi she said
that the fare will be the same if she took the taxi alone aniway
thank you soo much
may god bless you
aniway thats what she said to me before i left too
that surely makes my day
to know that ppl are not as selfish as i tink they are

so back to the story
met ira at tanah merah and off we went to bugis
bought a pair of shoes there
oh and there a friend join us
wanted to watch movie
but there was no time
since ira need to go soon
so we made our way to esplanade
been a very2 long time since i went there
slack a while
and there ira left us

hmm
me and sha wanted to rent vcds
but there wasnt any vdc rental shop there
ate at snackies
i jus love the brownies there
syikin ur mum make the best brownies tau
hmm..
and continue our search for vcd rental stores at tamp
unfortunately
we need ic to rent
stupid kan
i mean its not as if its porn
i really wanted to watch click
wanted to go sha house
but i didnt want my parents to be angry at me
then from there we make our way home

very bad camera quality

me and our new friend

Oooo i luv this pic..
ira is soo funnie i tell you

alar no neoprint pics
been very long since i take neos also
i love neoprints sey
though its like wasting of money kan
i like!

aniways this song is love

2006-11-15T04:40:00.000-08:00

once again
i bring problem to myself
guesse what i participate myself with this coming hols
im going for the job shadowing
going to be attach to wildrice company
what im going to do there
i have no freaking idea
mdm goh said tat i have to sell some pamphlet after the show
invite the guest in the theater
something like that
i still have no idea why we have to use blouse
i mean why can't they just say formal
why must we wear black pants
and whats with RED GREEN and BLACK only allowed
they're xmas colour btw
but at least there's Riss and Haj wif me
im sure its going to be fun with them around
and we are soooo going to take like lots and lots of pics together

and Oooooo guides
what the hell i'm going to do for the dance
i have no freaking idea you know
NAQ,ZAH,IFAH n CAN help your dear friend here
i have ideas in mind
but i dunno what song to use
i'm thinking of using all the malay,indian,chinise and modern dance
since the theme is peace and harmony
but i need help choosing songs
and choreography
my sis can help me with the malay dance
i hope she will
but the rest i hav no freaking idea
maybe we can meet up and choreograph together??
i tell u girls the date kays
and the sec 4 farewell
i thought its going to be easy
you noe all the era 60's steps
i am soo wrong
look at this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TTdb9Mm98V0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PpBp5OFn4i8
kewl rite
of course i don't expect ours to be that great
but at least when ours are being compared to the sec 1 and 2
we won't look pathetic thats all im hoping for
why must they be soo enthu with this
make my life worst

hmm
next wk going for obor day camp
hoping that its going to be fun there
and maybe make new friends
and maybe meet hady mirza
haha...fat hope
ohh yar talking bout obor
remind me of newspaper
and newspapers remind me of articles
and that leads to citra
and citra remind me of ZAINI
taek
how can he scold fadh and zahidah like that
i mean they have their own things to do too
like seriously very the rude
and just now i know he was damn paisey
zahidah work is just amazing

hmmm
how can i forget to sae this
extended studies OVER!
but of course the studying not over
i have to like revise my chem,bio,math and a maths!!!
they are like soo weak
i swear i am stupid
okay not stupid
FREAKING STUPID
i am really hoping that this hols will give me
a chance to catch up on topics i am weak at
go liy...you can do it!

aniways gonna post pics of jln raye wif my pri skool peeps
very long time ago
but oh wells
i swear i sayang them all!!

my girls

hearts

hmm..we just learnt how to count

i love her
i wan my bf to be her height
so i can hug lyk tat..hahas
eh wait no
then ppl will know i'm short

Dinah lovely house
jus look at the gate
so antique

candid

yours truly

OMG that zit on my forehead damn big!

2006-11-09T02:24:00.000-08:00

hmmm
raye wif frens

well first was on sundae
wen to fad n cikgu open house
running for a bus in a middle of making a vid was fun

den on mon n wed
wen out wif dearies 3forers
i swear they are a crazy bunch
taking pics everyware
esp wen theres mirror
all the lauhing after taking pics
naq hitting me wif bantal
the fast n n the slow ppl
the omg yummilicious food
teasing of each other
i love you guys!

ilah house

maniskan

alamak baru ckp manis

we are freaking cute
julaiha house...gr8 place to take pics

musfirah house

n we end the dae wif PIZZA at naq house!

n so we cont our jln raye on wed

khairiyah house..omg so lawa hokay
should hav taken pics of the food too
we ate till we were full

n off to my house
which was soo messy lar
sorry hor

one of our kental shots

nad house
her room soo cute can
gt tat area in the middle

more pics later

whee
n this sun gonna go jln raye wif my pri skool peeps
i mish dem much
sho sad iffah n dalilah cant make it
nt complete lars

n next sat
wif my seveners sayangs
i noe its very the late
bt raye dun end till 24 kan?
skola nye pasal
raye kene tangguh..

n den my raye daes will be over

2006-11-07T02:10:00.000-08:00

u noe wad happen yesterdae
my family waited for me 3hrs outside my home
cos i was sleeping inside
i didnt even hear a thing
n they said tat everyone else heard
the neighbour below us came up to complain for the bangin on the door
the neighbour above came down gave some water
n the neighbour beside came to help
but all effort fail
so they hav to call the person wif all the keys tat one
i noe lar its my fault
i cant believe i cant hear a freaking thing
i realli sleep lyk a pig
aniway my dad was very angry at me lar
cos u noe mus spend money for calling tat person
sorry hokay
bt i jus tink this whole incident is hilarious

btw this happen b4 u noe
bt tat time they waited for me onli 1h
yesterdae was 3 freaking hrs

well finally wen out wif my frens
on sun wen cikgu n fad house
den yesterdae wen out wif 3forers
going out wif them again tmr
more updates on jln raye wif frens later

2006-11-03T06:55:00.000-08:00

didnt go to skool 2dae

cant wake up

too tired i guesse

wasnt feeling all tat gr8 the nite b4 too

well i dunnoe how i can sleep all those hours

yesterdae wen i reach home

let jus sae bout 5

i terus go sleep till i tink ermm 8

den at nite i slpt at 10

n guesse till wad time the next dae

5PM

im shocked

i guesse i shouldnt be shock animore

bt wow

i tink this my new record

hehe

do u ppl noe im soo bored

im soo bored tat i even start studying back

i even start reading books

which i dun usualli do

n yes books are very addictive

so todae since i hav noting to do

i spend my dae reading

i gt bored of the com alreadi

its no fun wen no one fighting for the com wif me

i usualli end up staring at the com

figuring out wad i wanna do usualli

wen ppl disturbing me

bt i jus realise

i dun realli hav much tat i wanna do

IM BORED TO DEATH

my parents not bringing me out is lyk super irritating

its hari raye

the onli time i can save up some cash jus by knocking on ppl door

bt no...

they hav to work

n im stuck at home

my siblings

they're jus busy ppl

busy wif works n thier life

even my younger bro busy wif his skateboard

so much so

tat i hav no one to disturb at home

yar i can jus klr wif my frens

bt im sooo super duper lazy n pnat

it feels lyk i hav a lot to do at home

bt i dunnoe wad it is

mayb cleaning my closet should be a start?

mayb

2006-11-02T06:17:00.000-08:00

hmmm
extended studies
been very tiring
i feel lyk im in sec 4 alreadi
cant believe we learning new chpt rite after the exams
lyk dun the skool ever give us a break
i guesse not
so jus lyk all the teachers saed
this is THE LAST LAP
im going to take it slow ferst
wen nxt yr come
im going to sprint my way
hehe
hopefulli i dun fall

aniways yasterdae my house gt a small open house
can u believe it
i so cant believe it its him lor
my god
after all the yrs
den calling him cute again
jus to noe i once had a huge crush on him
muahahaha
i find its damn funnie lar

hmmm
jln raye
cant wait!!!!!
i need money BAD

2006-10-29T22:05:00.000-08:00

well

mt o'level paper

my A1 can go fly kite

i tink i screw up

shits lars

aniways

raye...nt soo gd tis yr

didnt go out much

ohhh...

kak riza tunang tat dae

so the family went

for ferst time i actualli see the whole exchanging of gifts thing

well

u noe wad for 2 daes i slept at 5 am

jus to finish my Full House

gosh im in love wif Rain n Ju Ji Hoon

how hot can they gt

esp wen they cry

haisss...melts

my family thinks i've gone cuckoo

cos i watch korean show dae n nite

well i jus love them

cant be help wad

irritating

pain in an ass

more updates soon

2006-10-26T22:18:00.000-07:00

okae heres some pics frm deeparaya concert
nt much though
cos didnt brg the cam

2006-10-25T10:37:00.000-07:00

gosh
raye has been great
though this yr i bet my duit collection will be the least
cos its lyk skooling n my mum kerje
n my dad also skooling at nite
soo everything clash
bt oh wells kan
wad to do
bt meeting cuzzies n all is fun
yummilicious foods
now i gain all the weight i lose during fasting month
aniways
gonna post up pics as usual

first dae

adek-bradekku yg glam

my familia

nt all present yt

cuzzies

second dae

3 beauties

sparklers :)

more pics here
http://bdae.shutterfly.com/action/pictures?a=67b0de21b32051abe4c1

~~dear mr.shy~~
gosh
im waiting
i dun usualli wait hokay
u dun expect me to go after u rite
yes ure sooo not my type
evryone tells me tat
bt i dunnoe
i dunnoe y im willing to give u a chance
seriousli mayb bcos wen we ferst met
theres tis eye contact thing
n i jus feel it
im nt waiting any longer
ill gt bored soon u noe
yes sometimes im damn insecure n i feel fake toking to ya
n i noe its all sweetnotings
bt i kinda enjoy sweetnotings
so mr.shy
i dunnoe
ware will this go?
mayb it ends here
i realli dunnoe

2006-10-22T22:38:00.000-07:00

eh...besok raye
*berlalulah sudah ramadhan,sebulan berpuasa*
yup finalli
here comes raye!!!
ooOOooo...all the yummilicious food and kuihs
i cant wait
all the colourful baju rayes on the streets
ohh lurves
dun 4get the duit raye okay
here i come
im all set
whee

SELAMAT HARI RAYE
maaf zahir dan batin
kalau ade salah silap
tolong ampunkan ye?

2006-10-21T11:08:00.000-07:00

1.single,taken or crushing?
single :)

2.are you happie wif your life?
yesh!bt of cos it can be better

3.wen you mt the rite person,do u fall 4 him fast?
hmm...i fall for guys fast..bt gt bored wif them fast too..hehe

4.hav you had ur heart broken?
yups...bt ohh wells

5.do u believe there are circumstances ware cheathing love is accpebtable
nope..one bounds to gt hurt if theres no honesty

6.would u talk to someone back where he cheats on u
let see..dun tink soo..it would be weird

7.have you talk to another person about marriage b4?
yar... a lot of ppl alreadi..bt all girls lar..

8.do u wan children
yups..love them..bt i dun wan them to grow up

9.how many
hmm...twin...boy n girl..hahas

10.would u consider adoption
yar why nt...after hearing all the gruesome stories bout giving birth..its jus scary
bt hey im jus 15

11.if someones lyk u now,wad do u tink he should do to lt u noe hys feeling
hmm...tell me lars..wad else..then see if i lyk hym in the same way

12.do u enjoy gting a realtionship
i dunnoe yt..neva been in one

15.do u believe in love at firts sight
nt realli...u dun even noe the person..how to fall in love?love is a strong word

15.r u romantic
hopelessly romantic...hehe

16.do u believe u can change someone
dunnoe..if i can in a gd way..then wow

17.if u could marry someware,ware would it be
hmm... someware in my dreamland...ware theres butterflies n rosses everyware

18.do u easily give in wen u r fighting
nt realli..except wen i fight wif my mum..mum always win

19.do u hav feelings for somerite now
i dunnoe..im veri confused...dun wanna hurt anione or gt hurt by anione

20.hav u ever wished u cold hav someone bt u messed it up
hmm..nope..neva happened b4

21.hav u broken a heart
none tat i noe bout

22.one dae if u could bestfren in love wif he tat u love .wad will u do?
give him up..no use breaking up a frenship jus 4 a boy.cos its soo much more precious

23.are u missing someone rite now
yup...my primary skool frens..cant wait for jalan raye

list 5 ppl to do this survey...
alar anione hu wanna do
feel free to do it kays

2006-10-21T08:49:00.000-07:00

so its been a while since i blog rite
lets see

well frest of all happie belated bdae to my dearest mum
wen buke luar at sakura wif my family tat dae
nt realli family ar
my bro was working there nt eating wif us..
aniways still havnt bought aniting for her
cant find the time to go out to gt someting
well was surprised tat my bro actualli did buy a cake 4 my mum
lyk he saed
cos usualli he will jus 4get about wad he saed lor

wen out wif my 2 lovelies riss n aisha too
wen buke at kebabs
love you 2 gals a lot
i realli do
im realli glad tat we always hav time 4 each other
though in skool we cant seem to find the time
neva will i 4get bout the two of u jus cos i hav other frens

well gt all my results this wk too
n gosh it suck
im realli damn dissapointed
yesterdae maths paper was lyk the last blow
i jus couldnt help it
bt broke down
thanks everyone for being there
thanks hajjar sooo much 4 crying wif me
u dun worry kay gal ur results for ferst few terms are gd
it will help a lot
im doomed
cos my grades for the last terms were bad too
haiss...
combine science here i come

well2
jus gt back frm geylang
hav i told u i realli hate the crowds there
bt aniways it was fun lar shopping
bought my kasut raye at last
ohh my father gosh
how slenge can he gt
cant believe he raise his hand
lg story
hahas..jus funnie sey
ohh met ira there
i miss ya lots gal
hari raye nanti jumpe eh?

so been practising for deepa raya concert
i seriousli cant malay dance for nuts
bt im realli glad i manage to gt all the steps in one wk
cant wait 4 mon
hopefulli i dun make a fool of myself on stage

hari raye coming
did a lot of cleaning at home
its the onli time in teh yr wen i gt rajin
n actualli start cleaning
im realli gd at it
my mum sae so herself
i dun even lt a dust pass me
bt too bad im very lazy person

ooo
one last thing
im addicted
imm super addicted to princess hours
gosh..they super cute
i love the show
my siblings n parents scold me lar bcos of this
im lyk on the com 24/7 watching the show on you tube
tv too slow lars
super sweet ar the show

so a wk gone wif ups n downs
looking 4ward to next wk

2006-10-14T23:53:00.000-07:00

had a date wif sha yesterdae
so started the dae at tamp
buke at pizza hut ferst
then off we go to bazaar geylang
well didnt actualli wen round lar
jus make a quick stop there
i wasnt realli in the mood to walk around in the super crowded place
next was the suria raya carnival
i dun understand
y is there a car in the middle of the bazzar
thats jus dumb
well at least i had my keropok lekor n kelape
yum2!
sorrie sha cos i cant stay longer
my parents memekak lar nanti
aniways then make another stop at starbucks
b4 we make our way hm
at least the dae end wif a gd note kan
i swear u're crazy u noe..taking pics lyk tat
so obvious lor
so sad i cant c the guy u telah jatuh cinta wif
next time lars

aniways
enjoy this vid
luv the sg

aku tak mudah untuk mencintai
aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
aku tak mudah mengatakan ku jatuh cinta

2006-10-13T03:01:00.000-07:00

well my dae start wif a very buruk face
i cry lyk shits hokay
blame the show "heart" for it
gosh i neva knew it would leave me crying even after the show
im realli a sucker for a sad love story
ppl go watch it kays
it shows u the stupid things u will do for love
i soo wanted the ending to b different
bt oh wells...

gosh jus gt scolded frm my mum
i desrved it lar
didnt realise tat its alreadi 6.30
i didnt clean up the house or even cook rice for buke
oh shits lar
this is wad happen wen u wake up at 2 in the afternoon
watch a dvd straight away till 4
then bath
n thinks tat its still morning
hahs

aniways was supposed to go out buke
bt cancel last min lak
so now im at hm
stucked wif my mum naggging at me to kemas rumah
4 raye
haiss

2006-10-11T21:05:00.000-07:00

yay..the freaking exam finally over
my stupid last csp paper was
lyk omg shits lar
i dun even noe wad crap im writting
luckily theres mcq
i was lyk "mini-myni-mini-more...catch the spider on the floor"
4 the whole paper
if its my luck
ill gt it right lar
it happened b4 kays
it was listening compre
i gt full marks lor

well aniways
actualli i already celebrate the end of exams yesterdae
n celebrate naq bdae also
we wen bukeing at swensens ...
i cant beleive their service charge lyk 10% wen
their service was lyk super slow n no gd lars
bt still had a super duper gr8 time
my stomachs hurt for laughing too much lars wif them
n yar for eating too much too
we had a hard time finishing the food
well gonna let picstures do the talking

us waiting 4 buke outside masjid sultan

us waiting 4 our table...eh i realise tat guy bhind sebok aje

making faces again

this is jus dessert...

then it was time to go home

one last grp pic

sadly theres nt much pics wif me
as i didnt brg my cam...cos its spoilt
all bcoz of my ungrateful sis n bro
hu dunnoe how to take care of ppl property properly
n noone wants to own up now tat its spoilt

2006-10-08T00:42:00.000-07:00

was looking through my documents
looking for my pics
im addicted to editing pics
bt of cos im lousy at it lar
btw i found other pics n video tat i wanna share

heres 2 vids of my cousing singing
during the wkends last wk i tink
she slept my house
gosh we hav a whole lot of fun
talking then crying then shouting then laughing
been a long time since she slept at my house
so it was gr8 cathing up wif each other lifes
well i jus tink she hav a gr8 voice

well heres one taken wen i was busy wif my bananrama campfire
my bro hav a share of fun wif the cloth i brought home
he took this wen i was sleeping
i didnt even noe they touch my clothes
i fnd it hilarious

heres a few pics of me n sis doing our thing
we were trying to make faces
n u can see how ugly we look

act cute onli

buruks us

well dun tink my lil bro will gt away wif this blog entry
my lil bro is the onli one hu hate the cam in this family
dunno where he gt tat frm
so we always hav to force him in the pic
n he spoils the whole pic i tell u

but wadeve it is
we're one big ~~happie~~ bless family

n im one bless girl

okay heres one i lyk cos we realli look lyk were having fun
n we did lar
this pics of me n some frens tangle up
playing improvised twister during reap project

so well gonna end this post wif pics of me
tat i had fun editing
which my sis sae very the ugly
wadeva ifa..dun need ur comment

eh i jus realise someting
i onli use the black n white
n brightness n contrast tools
haha...craps

ohh yar...one more thing
sorri huh bros n sis 4 all the ugly pics
dun kill me aites

2006-10-06T22:50:00.000-07:00

so theres lyk 3 paper left
well i totally screw up all the papers
dun wanna tink bout how bad my results gonna be
jus hope tat at least i pass 4 all subjects
esp the damn stupid chem paper

aniways ive nt been getting
enough of my beauty sleep
so i tottaly did tat yesterdae
since i noe its the wkends
i sleep b4 magrib
afternoon nap lar konon
then sleep rite after magrib till tis morning
hehe...

finally i can fast again tmr
now i hav to pay back 7 daes
shucks
i hate paying back
y cant i nt gt it this freaking mth
i usualli forget how many daes i hav to pay back
so this time im posting it..so if i forget
just hav to click archive
clever me..

im damn bored
been looking at clothes online
i soo wanna go shopping
n im nt broke for once
im soo buying new tops n shoes
n after raye more shopping
whee

ohh yar realise tat this hols
sec 3 gonna hav extended studies
yucks
there goes the hols
bt at least gonna be more prepared 4 the o's rite
4 now of coz i havnt catch the o's fever
i bet next yr i wont even touch this com
coz ill be crazy studying
well i hope so

aniways
i miss taking pics
realise tat ive nt been posting pics
i really miss cam whoring
q'sha...projects after exams aites??
i miss them lar

kay lar gonna mandi now
tata

2006-09-29T05:17:00.000-07:00

ferst paper done
nt time to rejoice yt
still more to come
exam fever

ohhyar came to skool
wif a file in hand onli
examkan
n ppl lyk commenting
eh lyk minah..some even sae mat
i jus find tat funnie
i mean a file can make ppl see u differentli
if someone i dunnoe
they might jus tink im a real minah
ferst impression kan
tats y neva leave a rong ferst impression

did ya ppl watch prison break
how can u miss it
wen wentworth miller is in it
damn hot
damn gorgeous i tell u
the eyes...
the show is nice too
did ya ppl shout wen tat mean guy cut his toes
eww...i bet everyone did
i shouted till i woke my mum up
hehe

aniways im missing my daes working at roti john shop
i remember rite after exam go her house
all the ppl there...
mamat hensem,ari lookalike,makcik tak puase,abg belang n so on
serousli it was fun though tiring
i miss bukering roti john,nasi ambeng,air kathira n lalala
gosh i miss working

2006-09-27T01:34:00.000-07:00

yay..one last chpt for ss
n im ready for the paper this fri
aniways didnt go skool todae
feeling lyk shits
the coughing wont stop
luckily no fever
i found out tat im sick on september for the last 2 yrs too
while im reading my archive
isnt tat kewl
mayb cos september
is lyk the exam period
im vely the lazy to go doctor
since i still hav medicines
y waste money rite
n theres also noone to to acompany me
so i decide nt to go
n try storing all tat ss stuffs in my head
tried studying chem but
it make me more dizzy
so i gave up
gonna continue supid chem later at nite
soo many to study sooo lil time left
i havnt even start on geog
hopefully i wont fall asleep tonite
tmr no skool
whee
wad am i bukering later?
i had roti kirai,spaghetti
cant wait
3 hrs more to go

2006-09-26T07:29:00.000-07:00

ferst of all congrats HADY MIRZA
for winning SI
luckily my votes nt wasted sey
ohh yar..TAUFIK was superb
hes hot man

im sooo nt studying
i jus gt off frm my bed
gosh im sick lyk shit
my flu..my cough
i hate this...
actualli i lyk getting sick
bt nt wen exams lyk in 2 freaking days
i sooo need to gt tat all the info in my head
n i feel soo damn weak
i slept through the whole period of ss
luckily ms hamidah didnt come
if nt..gosh i dunnoe how im gonna survive 2 freaking hrs wif her
wen doing the maths ws in class
i dun even noe wad im reading lar the ferst part
i read over n over again b4 i finally understood the qn
mygod
i soo dun feel lyk coming to skool tmr
sooo damn tired
n i dun feel lyk i learnt aniting aniway
c lar how tmr..
haisss

2006-09-24T02:13:00.000-07:00

so todae is ferst dae of fasting month
im doing allrite
jus tat now im fasting
im sooo damn tired
n i guesse i wont be studying
liy always hav reasons
n my flu isnt helping
well at least better than having soar throat
all i wanna do now is
lay on bed n sleep
oh yar im soo blardi sad
i tink im going terawih todae
soo im going miss SI
damn it
bt ohh wells
theres always repeat
y chase after the tv..sin
wen u can chase after pahale rites
hehe..
bye hav to gt back to sleep

2006-09-23T04:45:00.000-07:00

helped out at syik mum shop todae
well i help her sell roti john b4 at this bazaar
but now the shop nt onli sell roti john but other foods
lyk nasi lemak n spaghetti too
so hav to learnt a lot of stuffs
so aniways
since this is lyk the ferst time
i did quite a few mistakes
oh yar
can u believe it
i received a complaint
he was soo iritating hokay
dah lar pelokek
dun wanna put ice in hys drink
lyk obviously...wans more drink
then ask for 2 cup
wanna share lar...cannot buy another cup is it??
then after tat
come again to counter wif a piss look
n ask for another set of fork n spoon n tissue
lyk its my fault lyk tat
for nt giving him another set
i mean u odered one set..i gv u one fork lar
bt if u wanna an extra one
u can always be polite rite
then a few mins later
he came
n wif very2 piss look
n asked hu cooked ar
n so i was lyk me
n he gave a look n make an unhappy sound
i was lyk WDH!!!
wad did i do rong sey
i was very sad bt at the same time very pissed at him
excuse me
ur daughter n son saw me doing the whole thing hokay
they were very much impress impress i tell u
wads the freaking rong wif u
tat man REALLY spoils my dae
bt the rest of the dae was fine
ohh wait i tell u one
guy: give me one set n one normal
me: one set wad??
guy: one set meal
me: *blur* no,imean one set roti john
guy: no,one set spaghetti
me: ohhkay,then wads normal?
guy: ohh.normal spaghetti
me: chicken or beef
guy: huh?normal
me: spaghetti gt either chicken or beef
guy: ohh chicken
i was lyk wdh..
n he is suppose to b a regular customer
according to syik mum lar
bt it was funny
there was a lot of inciddent
saw my pri skool teacher...mdm rubiah
im very the shocked tat she remembers me
cos she never tech me or even talk to me b4
she ask a lot of questions
lyk a lot sey
bt hey she remembers me
hehe

well aniways a lil note to self
START STUDYING!

2006-09-22T07:32:00.000-07:00

did ya ppl watch tat show on suria jus now
wad is it called??
i also 4get
wadever it is jus wanna mention
tat fauzie was cute n gd!..i lyk!
n shah hot sey

sunday...yay SI final
GO HADY!
u hav to b gr8 hokay?
ehh no
u hav to be spectacular
cos im soo voting for u lyk 56789 times ar
u ppl reading my blog
GO VOTE FOR HIM TOO AITES!

aniway my bro want me to share this wif all of u
soo irritating ser
3am in the morning sing2
i shouted at them kay
he n his fren
jus watch..

2006-09-20T05:05:00.000-07:00

gosh
i cant believe tat
this sundae is already going to be
the ferst dae of the fasting month
yay!time to lose weight..hehe
but i doubt so lar
i bet ill be having a feast for every break fast time
u noe wen u fast n all
all the food in the world start appearing everyware
n every single food looks soo damn yummilicious
n u jus cant stop buying n want more
well at least tat is for me
i wan deng2...ayam percik..n so on
talking bout these food already makes me drool now

ohh yar yesterdae i go tempah my hari raya clothes
finally
woohhooo!!!
cant wait for it to siap
i hope it turn out nice
my family going purple this yr
i jus lurve the cloth
nicey nice
soo pretty
i lyk!
cant wait for hari raye
my fav time of the yr
collection money babey
ohh gosh liy
havnt puase dah ingat duit raye
hehe

but for now
jus hav to put all i gt into my EOY
bt i seem to be falling asleep evrytime i study now
lyk the moment i start reading..
i start baringing
then i fall asleep
ohh gosh
help me

aniway yesterdae after tempahing my baju raye
wen ate supper wif my auties
eh wait..no shes my cuz
gosh i teall u
shes damn funny hokay
i lurve going out wif her
i lurve puri
i lurve teh peng
so i lurve yasterdae
hehe

klar im going east point now
sebok lar my sis
must teman her
if nt shell bring up all the gd stuffs
shes done for me
sisters...

2006-09-16T12:12:00.000-07:00

'What" will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

this is funny...
my life a misery??
bt hopefully the second part comes true
i wanna marry a prince!!!

2006-09-16T07:41:00.000-07:00

so i saed i wanna update bout the chalet
but i very the lazy
so well
decide nt to
but i sure hav lots of fun

aniway
guesse wad time i woke up todae
i cant believe it myself
i told myself to wake up at 8am
n woke up at 5pm
was suppose to meet sha at 5
hehe
ate dinner wif sha
catch up wif stuffs
been very long since i wen out wif her
though we meet everydae in skool
hardly talk to her

well
yesh i hav been studying lyk shit
dun wanna hav F9 on my report card
so hav to study real hard
bt i feel lyk giving up
everytime i look at my last term report slip
i feel lyk i can neva do it
i feel lyk its all too late
i dunnoe mayb im jus born stupid
its a miracle how i even gt in tkgs
wif all the clever ppl
im nt even supposed to go there
i hav to appeal
yesh i hav to appeal
y did i even appeal
did i make a mistake
i am neva going to be as smart as the ppl there
okay so im nt the worst
bt im one the worst
tats bad enough
i dun wanna drop any subject
bt wif the rate m going
i noe i hav to drop one
urrgghhh...

okay enough ranting
nt gonna blog for now
gonna hav to stay focus

2006-09-11T03:03:00.000-07:00

heres a quick entry b4 i do back to my mugging
the hols was well spent wif my family
wen out at nite to east coast to hav dinner
stayed overnite at my cuz chalet
it was all fun fun fun
will update bout the chalet soon
for now gtg

2006-09-03T07:36:00.000-07:00

so i didnt go to pri skool in the end
as i sat in the bus
watching my pri skool pass me by
i was jus to lazy to walk up n wen down the bus
so i watched
a very changed hot pri skool fren of mine
wen down the bus
n noe tat i will not miss much not going

n on the next dae
i was shocked
no i was in horror
i was scolding my bro for making a lot of noise wif his frens
n shouting "can u dun make noise in the morning,ppl wanna sleep!"
jus to find out tat its already 4 pm in the afternoon
hehe
as the dae wen on
i decided to look for my somewhat lost in the house hp
n yay i finally found it stuck all dusty behind my television set
so i charged it
n i received a sms frm nabilah
then i realise
oooppss..todae is fri
im supposed to meet the obor ppl n cikgu syikin at tamp int
i seriously forget tat its fri..i tot it was thurs
n then another thing hit me
the obor hotel stuffs is tmr

so i panic n sms nabilah
again came to my rescue
im supposed to meet them at orchard at 7
n again i woke up late
i woke up at 6
it suppose to take me 45 mins frm tamp to there
bt luckily i was super fast
by 6.20 i was out of the house
n so i reached there 15 mins late
thanks ifah n ilah for waiting

n todae woke up damn early hokay
i gt up at 8
wen to my aunt house
gt kenduri
n i stayed there the whole dae
doing practically noting except 4 eating lar
everyone is super worried bout my mouth ears hand n leg disease
they urged me to go doctor as soon as possible
n finally my parents sae
this tues after much forced frm my aunts..yay
im really scared
scared if hav to do any operations
they might hav to peel my skin
eeww!!!
pray kay for me

k im in love wif this sg..
go listen kay
jem-maybe im amazed
Maybe I'm amazed at the way you love me all the time
Maybe I'm afraid of the way I love you
Maybe I'm amazed at the way you pulled me out of time
and hung me on a line
Maybe I'm amazed at the way I really need you
Maybe I'm a girl and maybe I'm a lonely girlwho's in the middle of something
that she doesn't really understand
Maybe I'm a girl and maybe you're the only man
who could ever help me
Baby, won't you help me understand
Maybe I'm a girl and maybe I'm a lonely girlwho's in the middle of something
that she doesn't really understand
Maybe I'm a girl and maybe you're the only man
who could ever help me
Baby, won't you help me understand
Maybe I'm amazed at the way you're with me all the time
Maybe I'm afraid of the way I leave you
Maybe I'm amazed at the way you help me sing my song
Right me when I'm wrong
Maybe I'm amazed at the way I really need you

2006-08-30T03:34:00.000-07:00

so tmr is teachers day
well...
i soo dunnoe whether i wan to go to my pri skool back
i hate it
hate it wen ppl ask or tell me
tat im still short
dun they think i noe tat
dun hav to remind me
hate tat some teachers look at me
n i noe noe they wonder
hus this girl
she wen tkgs..should be smart
how come i dunnoe her ar
hate it tat i dunnoe how to strike a convo wif my old friends
kay nt old..long not contacted friends
hate it tat they look all changed for the better
while i stay lyk a freak frm last time
nt tat im being selfish

jus hate it

so to come or nt to come??
haisss

aniways
todae mdm amizah let us watch this show
dead poet society
sounds lyk a stupid show rite
but guesse wad
its super duperly nice
its damn interesting
but mrs tan jus hav to spoil it
she wont let us watch during geog
bt the lit ppl comtinue watching
haiisss....mus wait till nxt term

eh wait..guesse wad
they hav it on you tube
i swear i love you tube
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dh8ietLVdak
watch 1.55min
carpe diem-seize the day

ohh yar..after buying gift for the techers jus now at PP
we saw rahimah rahim
my gosh
my friends are loooneys
theyre mad

2006-08-25T05:56:00.000-07:00

well...thought of nt coming guides todae
cos i dun feel lyk going
but then wells gt footdrill
e practically slack the whole dae
noting much

then2
after guides wen eat the COLD REFRESHING tau huay
near our skool there
nabilah finish hers in less than 3 mins
tats fast okay
n i also gt my bubble tea wen reached tamn int
hehe...ive been eating a lot
n gaining weight i tink
n since the eoy is coming i'll gain more weight
cos ill neva stop eating wen im studying
ishhh..

aniway yeah i hav 2 kittens
my mum name them besar n kecik(big n small)
i noe very lame
we try naming them tompok n polka,lolla n lolli
end up wif kecik n besar
i dunnoe how long they're staying at my house
c lar...the faster they go..the betta
i used to be scared of them
then after tat i tink theyre okay
bt now
since they can walk properly already
they run all over the house
n sometimes they look lyk they gonna pounce on u anitime
im really scared of them now
but theyre cute lar
they play wrestling wif each other
kinda scary cos they bite each other
but they dun hav teeth so its okay for now

on wed watch SI wif naq
hah
we stand wif a buch of hyper gurls
damn funnie
bt sometimes irrtating lar
they pull hady hand soo hard
till it made hady scared okay
he run away
but i hav gr8 fun saying n clapping wif them
hady jus wow me
never fails to aniway
wen he sang tat lagenda song
aaawww...
wen hes eyes turn red
awww....
i cant go to animore roadshow
coz eoy is lyk 35 days
everydae the gurl in front of me panic n freak me out
n make me feel damn guilty for nt studying
the gurl none other ah meng
gosh can she stop doing tat
scary lar

kay tats it for now
tmr going lime flea market
hopefully i found someting nice

2006-08-22T04:54:00.000-07:00

im soo scared
yesh im so scared if i flunk the EOY paper
wad if i hav to drop subject
i really dun wan to
even though im not coping very well wif all the subjects
but i noe tat i can do it
i can survive this torturous life till next yr
i noe i can put in a whole lot more effort
but wad if its jus too late
if i hav to drop subject
i guesse i hav to face it rite
but wadeve it is liy
do ur best for all the subject tat u hav left wif
now left wif 39 days
i only start lyk 2 chpt of maths
mus revise faster and smarter now
cant use my old ways of writting n writting
hav to study in a more efficient way
shall try n explore

files,files,files
gosh my eng file
its lyk all over the place
n i did not do a whole lot of ws lar pls
y me??
y choose me
urgghhh
damn!
i dunnoe how i am going to finish all those ws by FRIDAE
lyk wdh
should hav done my work wen i was told to

oh yar this morning
urhh irritatings ppl in bus
i was sleeping hokay
lyk sleeping
tat stupid boy...
omg i feel lyk shouting at hym
he keep throwing heart shapes bus tics to this gurl in front of me
but the gurl didnt take it
n he keep figeting n figeting
lyk no one business
then wen finally he wen off
the gurl pun satu
she was lyk can u pass me tat..
its the heart shape thingey
i lyk wanna shout at her
y didnt u jus take it in the ferst place
y mus u let him kacau my sleep
i was damn sleepy in class lor

kay lar
hav to gt back to my maths
last paper for this term...
yeahh!!!

2006-08-20T01:26:00.000-07:00

so well yesterdae was cross country
i hav to sae free flow of milo was the onli thing i look forward too
every year we will gt drunk wif milo
milo juz sooo yummilicous
but this yr i hav another addiction which is the
fishballs!!
i jus cant stop eating though it was kinda ex
n i find out tat it wasnt halal...
is it???

zany parade
haha..we were soo bad i dunnoe whether to cry or laugh
at how plain dumb we sound
we look cute though
but it was fun watching all the diif kinds of foood
bt i hav to sae..sec4s were the best
they were soo cute..
ppg,zoros,chicken lil...n so on

we were soaking wet cos
halfway through walking to the bus stop
rain start pouring down
but tat still didnt stop us frm watching si at tamp mall
so we waited n waited
then we decide to stand up
n wow..the moment we stand up
the rest of the crowd stand up too
very funnie man the situation
i mean if we dindt stand no one will...

n then yay they come
hady ferst saw the poster n laugh at us
as in a gd way kinda smile
then he keep smiling waving at us
tat was jus the starting
then it time for the idol to throw the bags
nurul wanted to throw a bag at tis gurl
bt it landed rite in front of my leg
so i grabbed it
then the gurl grabbed it too
so i saed we divide the tics inside
cos i onli wan the tics n i thought theres 6 tics
bt there was jus 2
soo pathethic...
aniway then we decide whther u take the bag or u take the tics
n they took the bag
but then their small bro wans the tics
n i feel very bad
but a deal is a deal rite
i noe kinda mean
but oh wells
we took the tics
n i feel lyk a blardyass mean gurl
i feel very bad
wadever its done aniway

oh yar tat pretty guy
y mus u smoke...
u spoilt ur whole image
haha..wadever liy
he doenst give a damn wad u tink
ure lyk one of the gurls going aww at his pretty face

yar fri wen watch khabi alvilda nah keh naa...'
i tink tats how u spell it
im not gd at this
aniway the show was good
cept for the ending
i tink its stupid how 2 married ppl can jus betray their partners
i hate tat they end up together
i hate tat they didnt suffer longer for breaking their partner heart
i hate tat shah ruk khan didnt think of his child b4 doing all tat

kay enough of hating
i hav to go now
going out wif my family which i love oh sooo much

pics later

2006-08-15T03:50:00.000-07:00

heres some pics

2006-08-12T23:19:00.000-07:00

so yesterdae was tkgs campfire
how i wish i can sae we were great
but oh wells
at least our dance was great
love it
i lyk!
except for tat i tink we kinda suck
our GAME
so didnt work out
lyk wad the hell lar
i was crying ar halfway through the campfire
i really put in soo much effort for this
bt instructions given was nt taken seriousli
in the end we screwed up big time
well at least i saw a hot guy
maam serene hus tat toking to u yesterdae
damn hot can...hehe
i walk to classroom to n fro to c him..hehe

kay lar finally bananas out of my life!

2006-07-28T23:11:00.000-07:00

now tat i finally hav a break
i shall write post
so this wk have been a very2 busy wk
i reached home later than 8 evry nite
so yeah i hav practically no time to study
let me share my busy wk
mon- drama make-up lesson..
tues- ohh this was a damn tiring dae.ferst wen for ndp pactice.then wen n cut bananas for guides comm meeting...then wen for drama CIP.i watched the show for free lar.riss n aisha u two were great!syazana is lyk damn funnie lar.
wed-geog east coast then come back to skool n cut bananas then wen to bugis wif ilah to watch ira performed...
thurs-CSP was cancelled but then i wen to paya lebar to buy cake for sec 4 farewell n came back to skool ALONE.then help out the drama peeps wif thier stage make-up...
fri-well help out for refreshment for PI bt this was during skool hours..then guides we hav our sec 4 farewell
i seriously need my beauty sleep...tats all i could tink of through out the wk

todae was supposed to go out getting fit wif naq n zah
bt oh wells
i tink i gt too much of my beauty sleep
n i didnt woke up on time
partly also bcos my hp is nowhere on my bed vibrating waking me up
cos apperently someone took it without telling me
uurrgghhh!!!
ITS MY HP.can u stop acting as if its urs bodoh!!!
but yah then found out the dae was cancelled too
cos zah could not go
bt girls we should do it one of this days
it sounds damn fun

well now gotta catch up if my studies
which hav totally go down the slope this term
im soo pissed at myself cos i cant keep my pace going lyk last term...
now gotta ork damn blardy hard for next term

shall update pics as soon as my stupid com is back
now i send it to mental hospital
gt one screw loose lar

2006-07-20T09:44:00.000-07:00

OMFS!!!
i lyk soo cant beleive i didnt even feel takut u noe
usualli ill be all malu2
bt wah
i cannot tahan lar look at him
i soo wanna take pic wif lar
so yar
i wen up to him frm the back
n sae"SHAH!"
n his lyk"oh mak kau tekejut aku"
sooo cute u noe
bt was kinda weird
bt i laugh lar
then im lyk..."shah..leh amek gambar?"
n he was being lame "ohh boleh...nak suruh tlg amek gambar eh??"
i was lyk"tak klakar lar"
bt i was laughing lar
n hys like "tak klakar ketawe...hehe"
soooo damn cute he sae this part..i lyk!!!
then he thought onli me n him
n then he realised sha n syik also
n he sae"lyk tat i stand tgh lar"
n then akmar was lyk
"rapat2 lar siket...shah suke rapat2"
funnie lar hys face wen she sae this ..soo cute
hym:wad u all doing here?
us:watch SI
hym:hu u supporting??
us:hady...
syik:joakim
hym:joakim?/asal?hady voice is betta
me:duh
sha:someting i 4get wad
syik:die baik ar
us:klar bb...dah lambat
hehe...hes freaking nice
treat us mcm kwn gituk
i lyk!!!...kesian ifah..hehe

yar SI..okaylar
jus hope tat my face nt in tv!!!!
yup...
now im rushing wif the carnival dae project...
life soo hard without printer

2006-07-19T06:55:00.000-07:00

hmm..im soo pissed
ferst tat stupid chem paper which i did yesterdae
it was damn "TAIK"
lyk seriously i studied
bt the paper was too hard for me
then todae his paper i seriously can ans
bt then NO TIME
lyk wth
i noe all the 3 altenative factors
bt i manage to write 2
ishh...

the next thing tat pissed me off is guides
i seriousli hope everything will go well
i hope all the things i hav to do esp the rogramme booklet will be done on time
lyk theres lyk more than 500 booklet to be done
n to cut 1 freaking banana out of the cardboard take me 5 min
damn irritating
luckily all the ivitation hav been send out
now how the hell will i find Roshni badge phone no.
how to invite them
urgghh
im really a coward at making phonecalls!
even wen calling a fren i will ask my sis to talk for me ferst
now u wan me to call maams' seniors..gosh im dead

n the sec fours this yr really tick me off
okay nt all of them
theres a few of them
for goodnesssake can u pls appreciate wad we doing for you
yes i guesse u wan it to be great
n we wan u to hav a gr8 time too
if u tink we can do much better
n u dun accept our stuffs
theres always a POLITE way to sae it
u noe need to be all sarcastic bout it
we dun mind u being a lil bit choosy
cos it is ur party afterall
bt u can be NICE about it

n yar MEL WANG
r u born to make everyone life miserable???
u scolded lyk every single juniors b4 i tink
can u be nice at least for once..i guesse nt
i tot u were nice wen i was put in the same put outdoor cooking grp as you
i thought u wre funny..bt noone agrees
now i can see y ppl hate u in guides
ure jus a mean
i noe if u read this ...ull be all sarcastic bout it
bt i guesse this is my space for my rantings
n ts ur mouth to be all sarcastic
dun mean to be rude
cos i dun lyk it myself
so no offence aites

ohh yar SEC ONES
can u ppl pls freaking come wen
we sae theres footdrill prac
we make our time for u
u jolly well make the time for it too lar pls
i noe footdrills hard n tiring
bt once u gt a hang of it
ull find it fun too..
wel at least it was for me
i noe some of you dread n hate footdrill soooo muchhh!
bt footdrill is a part of guides
im trying to be nice wif ya ppl
n u already think im very scary
well tats wad i heard
i wanna u to respect nt to be scared of us
its 2 diff things
sooo yeah try to come if theres footdrill session next time aites
bt i doubt any sec ones come to my blog..hehe
well if u do..then try n gt the message okay

hmm..wad else
ohh yar b4 the listening compre
wen com lab
HHAA
laugh lyk i neva laugh b4 sey
damn funniy lar
gosh
cant beleive it!

another thing
gosh im feaking irritated wif ppl hu
shout n laugh ntalk as loud as they can in the bus
its damn irritating eh
sudden outburts of loud laughter is understanble
mayb something realli funnie
bt all the way??
its damn disturbing
i noe u pae ur damn 55 cents
so do i
so yar
theres this word called understanding
pls understand tat nt everyone wans ti hear ur conversation
n yar ppl hu on their mp3 ipod or hp damn loud
nt everyone agrees wif ur tatse of music
we relli dun appreciate u trying to give us entertainment
instead some sgs make us gooo very dizzy!
esp in the bus
so yeah keep it to urself pls

ohh yar next wk
busy2 wk for me
i always gt myself involve in all the shits
haha..cant blame anione
i jus love helping out
esp wen i find the task damn fun
lky making-up for the dramas ppl
n marching for the national dae..
hehe...
ohh yar

one more thing
carnival dae
class decor...hhhhsshh...
tat reminds me of the TK idol
haiss
wen we wan to start??

toking bout class
can u PPL DO UR DUTY!
if nt..at least clean the area around u n
push in ur chair b4 u leave the class
i greatly appreciate it!
cooperate wif me n nad kay
help us kay!

oh yar ppl tell me..
AM I BOSSY???
cos i feel lyk i am
to think of it now
am i??tell me kay wen im being bossy
i dun wanna turn out to be bossy
sometimes i gt to engage in my role
n the task given
i tend to give oders...
sorry to those i offended

haha..well i did a lot of rantings todae!
jus hav to let it all out
those offended
i mean well
no hard feelings aites

2006-07-15T04:13:00.000-07:00

I am so in the SI CRAZY MOOD!
well as u all noe
i wen to the result show last thurs
thanks to syik hu give me the tic tat sha give to her hu gt it frm joan
hehe
aniway it wasss FUN!
we didnt gt the no. tics so cant seat at the seating area
bt we gt someting betta
we gt to be in the MOSH PIT
lyk omfg!
n wen Hady wen up the stage i was shouting for him
then his place was rite damn smack in front of me
n i feel soo paisey
n i look down..stupid rite..i noe
then later i keep staring at his freaking gorgeous face
n i look down again wen he look down at me
yar
i freaking stupid..i could hav lyk smile or someting
instead i look down
then during intervals..
i actualli called him
i was lyk "hady!"
n hys lyk "yes" n gv tat wad u wan face
n i saed "ur necklace is senget"
STUPID
n hys lyk "okay" wif tat this gurl soo weird face n two thumbs up
goshh stupid sey me
aniway then he wen they started to move..
he wen one step front n hlur hys hand to me
n hold it
n i smile...n he smile back
n tats it
thats my best moment wif him
can u believe it..so sucky
wen actualli we could hav betta moments since were lyk rite in front of each other
im soo stupid
bt i actualli enjoy the i look he look i look down moment..ahaha
aniway jon was a sweetheart
hes soo nice
i keep looking at hady hus seating beside hym
then farah big fan of jonathan keep shouting hys name
bt she will then turn back..n jon will see me
n he will wave n i will smile lyk okaay....
bt seriously he soo nice
paul n joakim soo funnie lar..
soo cute
bt i hate paul..still do
though hes lyk very nice..hes a very warm person
rahimah n jasmine very cute...
emilee,nurul,mathilda n gayle veryy sweet..
jay n norman very forgetable
it was GREAT FUN!!

n todae
hehe..
me,ilah,naq,ifa,zah n huda were very naughty2 gurls
we wen to the si roadshow at pw
wen we actualli doing CIP
i feel very guilty
bt i realli wan to be there
aniway we stayed
n gosh i was depressed
at ferst i was all excited
go up the stage
Hady make me soo sad
he lyk so no expression
lyk jus a blank smile
i feel soo sad...he didnt even hulur hys hand to me
lyk soo mean...
i hav to merajuk wif hym..haha
no i will nt
i will still vote for hym lar
bt i will also vote for jon this time
hys soo nice
do u noe he gave syaz n wida tics to the show
bcoz they were shouting for hym
nt he gave personally lar...
bt he gv to someone to look out for hys fans
isnt tat sweet
n i put a muacks on hys face
n he gave me a heart
haha..so lame
rahimah moment was funnie
she do tat immitating thing
n well i laugh..then we shake hands
then i hulur my hand to jas..bt she shake my hand again
then i sae "eh due kali"
n she laugh n sae "haha.. takpelar"n laugh again
she soo cute
emilee n nurul at the same time look at my badge n both sae "wah class comm"
n we laugh together
gayle n mathilda was lyk "how are u darling" n "hie darling"
joakim n paul i jus shake their hands..they very semangat
n i jus hav to sae to jay "its okay to cry"
cos i feel it soo bad tat ppl laugh at hym for crying
its realli okay lar...
bt after the whole thing i was depressed bcoz of hady
he soo no expression
lyk gosh i seriously dun wanna be here
i feel lyk wdh ar you
ppl come..u soo bored lyk tat
hes too serious lar

bt then i saw a matsaleh wif flip flop hair
n i gt happie again
soo hot..n i saw matsaleh after matsaleh after tat
hehe..
i jus love to look at hot ppl...
they make my dae

oh yar..
unoe i dunnoe wad come in me
n we did that shouting thing to the cam
if klr tv..
DOOMED!..i was really shouting hady u RAWK!
n i tink i hav tat ugly face on me wen im shouting..so malu!

ohh yar then balek
HAHA
it was scary yet soo funnie
we were rushing in the train
everyone was in except for naq
she wass soo slow toking to her mum
the door close halfway wif her in the middle
i was seating already
i was lyk.."EH NAQ!"
n a guy was shouting"OMG!OMG!OMG!"
i thought ifah saed tat...so bimbotic u noe
everyone was looking
according to them
even the third cabin ppl looking
wen we are actualli at the ferst cabin
soo seram!!
soo malu!
n we cant stop laughing
n naq was still on the phone wen shes stuck..haha
n wen we gt off the boys was immitating us .."AAHHH!!!"
n then wen me n naq gt off the train
naq tap her card wen shes actualli behind me..
n soo its lyk she still in there wen the thing closed
luckily i didnt tap my card
if nt gosh...we cant gt out
sooo there you go...2 classic naquiyah moment
its realli dumb!

now i gotta study my chem..
n do all the guides stuffs!!!!

2006-07-13T09:16:00.000-07:00

HADY MIRZA!
HE WAS RITE SMACK IN FRONT OF ME
N I ACT LYK A TOTAL STUPID IDIOT GURL!!!!
BUT HE RAWKS!!!!

2006-07-11T05:21:00.000-07:00

well todae was my o'level oral..
gosh its onli oral n im shaking the whole dae
i cant imagine if i do the papers next yr
gosh..time fly fast...dun they
aniway i feel i did quite okay
except for a lil parts where i screwed up the words in the passage
well its over..jus hope for the best

gosh i need to go RI n cedar n all to send out invitations
gosh y are the skools so far
make my life difficult
its been very gay sending out invitations to the skools so far
some left us smiling while some left us frowning
some jus left us clueless
been quite a chore walking all over singapore

aniway...these ppl ar
noting betta to do
i can feel my heart jumping u noe
the big disgusting cockrach realli scare me tau
kalau ade heart attack..
da innalilla aku

haiss..back to revising my csp..
hav to pass next paper
hav to kay liy
buck up aites!

2006-07-08T23:58:00.000-07:00

WHEE
yesterdae was fun!
wen out the whole dae wif the twin sister..naq n zah
well we ferst we wen to plaza sing...spotlight lar
look for our dance costume
gosh dancers
u soo gonna love the cloth
its damn nice u noe
soo glam
so diva-ish!..i lyk
aniway after tat wen shopping at lime flea market
gosh naq is a crazy shopper
i tink her bf will break up wif her after going shoping wif her
naq dun brg ur bf shopping tau..he'll die
she soo obseesed wif shopping she forget bout the heat n we're lyk dying

aniway then i being nice
brg them to NDP preview
well to be honest
the show was boring!
bt well the company was fun
naq keep scolding ppl around us
bt well they were soo nt enthu..we were so stucked at the rong place
theres this family in front of us wif small kids
n very irrtating cos one was sleeping all the way..another didnt lyk our shoutings
hey if they wan to sleep n keep quiet..go watch at home lar
alamak!
then thers this couple in front of me..
gosh keep hugging2..n wont stop fanning her bf..irritating sey
bt singing was fun..i lyk

then walking home was FUNNIE!
singing,awak2-kiter2,air freshener...haha
aniway we mt lyk this hot guy lar..tourist
i lyk the yellow one n naq lyk the orange one
soo hotness..we ask zah to take the one wearing cap..she dun wan
haha..we wanted to run after them bt well
us lazy ppl decided to take the lift
n the moment we wen out of the lift
they were walking rite in front of us..
hehe...it was fate i tellya
well tats wad we believe lar

aniway after tat wen mcdonald
to hav our unhealthy supper...
we keep saying we're fat
n guesse wad we doing putting on weight
by eating the soo not healthy fries..hehe
well who cares lar...
aniway it was damn fun
the dae rawk!

u look really gd in this hair naq..hehe

hotdog anyone??

2006-07-04T06:26:00.000-07:00

yesterdae wen out wif my dearie long nt met fren..syahirah
gosh i miss her becokness...haha
it was supposed to be a short lunch
bt well it turn to be quite a dae
wen to eat at bugis
then we decided tat we wan to watch jus my luck
wen all the way to orchard
n the seats lyk soo bad
so we end up watching superman returns

hes soo cute n hot!!!

hes soo sweet..love him!!

toking bout hotties
ohh yar met lyk a lot of hotties too
i seriousli cant forget tat guy at the toilet
he looks lyk adam brody for some reason..mayb the hair
n candice i saw the hot twins!!
well the dae was gr8 wif lots of catching up

oh yar my show greys anatomy
another line frm the show
"heres the truth about the truth...it hurts...so we lie"

2006-07-02T02:59:00.000-07:00

wow...
brazil lost to france
cant believe it
after kicking my dearest spain out
they kick brazil
bt at least england alreadi out
gosh c.ronaldo damn hot kay
n cute
he was lyk winking then he do "shhh" thing
after sending out rooney
haha
beckham was damn kesian though
i love him!
though i hate eng
hes still the all time fav
i was having so much time laughing at nabilah
wen her fav player roooney faught wif her fav player c.ronaldo
ahaha...

aniway toking bout foootball
i hav finally choosen top 5 hottest footballers

c.ronaldo
hes is soo damn emotional..i lyk!soo cute...
he nave fails to show his feelings in every game

beckham
all time fav...so wad if hes nt tat young animore
he still one of the hottest player on the field

aww...dun cry..u look soo cute!

torres
how can anione nt fall in love wif this hottie...
though he kinda look lyk beckham a lil in certain shots

kaka
look at him..jus look at him
hes flawless...he gt beautiful eyes!

raul
oh...i love him to bits...simply love him!
bt i seriousli think he should cut his hair lar now

aniways todae wen bishan for the walkathon thing for guides
it was okay i guesse
jus walking aniway
n i saw Dr Vivian Balakrishnan..is tat how u spell his name
hes kinda hot for his age u noe..haha

well after tat...zah n naq told me tat taufik performing at tamp
lyk duh we went wif ifah too
after eating long john
as usual...no money mar
wen dowm n watched two performance by this 2 pri skool
theyre very cute..n very gd!
then the moment came
raufik came
walau WARES ALL THE FIKNATIKS!!!???
im soo pissed ...noone practically shout
it was jus WEAK clapping
i feel soo kesian for him
wad jus bcoz theres SI2 u forget all bout him???
okay y am i soo emo bout this
cos as a taufik fan i feel sooo pissed!!
haha..aniways after he sang we decided that
we will shout for him no matter wad..n we did
n he should be thankful kay
if nt ar noone shout eh

so aniway after tat we rushed to the back of the stage so we can take pic wif him
n i was right beside him
i was lyk push his arm a lil
n ask can we take pic wif u
n his lyk "ya sure"
bt wen he saed tat i was turning to them behind me to hurry...
n then this mak cik pull him away
n then this stupid WOMAN IN YELLOW...if u reading this
i HATE you!
wen in front of me
n dun allowed me to pass through her
so oractically shes the onlie one separating me n him
n a stupid GUY IN BLUE dun allowed naq to go pass him too
wen all the others lyk pushing
n WOMAN IN GREY were lyk dun push to athifah
wen shes the one pushing ifah
stupid
n i cant stop laughing wif the gelagats of the nakciks
first mak cik
"excuse me can u let go of my daughter.she's taking pic"
to the woman in grey
i cant stop laughing cos the whole situation was funnie
n u noe wad.tat mak cik ask her daughter to take her pic wif taufik.
i tot lyk let the daughter take wif him.haiss
n then another mak cik
"taufik leh salam?skrg baru puas cik"
taufik was laughing
n i was laughing hard
i noe taufik noticed us in tkgs pe shert
lyk duh
the ones hu were so closed yet soo far
haha..cam btol
bt i was pissed at him
cos he didnt lyk u noe push us in wen he saw us lyk standing there dunnoe wad to do
so yar..i noe lar its nt his fault
then we kinda give up
n he hav to go
so yeah...didnt take pics wif him
bt wen we get out of the small crowd
we were laughing n then waving at taufik
okay i was nt waving
zah sure did
n they soo happie wen he waved back
ahaha
klakar
we cant stop laughing

so tats my nt planned n hysterical dae

haha...gosh mak ciks2 skrg..haha

2006-07-01T07:06:00.000-07:00

this post is speacially for my 2 damn sisters!!!
can both of u take care of yourselves
n dun disturb my freaking life
can both of u nt make mama ask me every single thing bout u two
wen ure nt at home
i farking dunnoe!!!
can both of u at least kemas the house b4 leaving early in the morning
n come back late at nite
ifa u tink i lyk is it looking for ur friends damn no!!!
i freaking hate it
i hav to stop wad i doing to layan mama cos of u
kakak
how many times mus i sae
dun jus tell papa
can u jus make a call n tok to mama
is it freaking hard!!!
klar...y i bother saeing all this
both of u neva listen aniway

aniways was looking through you tube..
n found tis
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RqMxzjgSJs4
i find this funnie
typical lower secondary
lyk damn slenge
well at least they grow out of it

2006-06-30T19:38:00.000-07:00

gosh should hav gone to the doctor yesterdae
i tot it was jus soar throat
now tat my soar throat is gone
im having flu pulak
cannot tahan
n i dun usualli gt flu...
oh yar i realise on the same freaking dae
last 2 yrs im also sick
isnt tat kewl
i read my archives jus 4 the info

was supposed to meet my eng grp mates todae
bt then was too tired
mayb cos yesterdae i cant sleep due to my dam nose
n i didnt watch my world cup u noe
im so watching todae
england n portugal
im rooting for portugal duh
i cant stand england..yucks

okay here comes the pics at kl

2006-06-28T03:39:00.000-07:00

Never in my life
hav i nt look at mirror

The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always make me smile
this is easy.my siblings of cos.okay nt exactly one person.bt hu cares

I like
butterflies
because
i like watching them fly free n im jealous of their beautiful colourful wings.

When i'm nervous
i shake n my legs a lot

The last time i laughed was
just now with syik n nad.gosh hu wont laugh wif them aroung.pelawak international.hehe

My hair is
short n ugly

My feet are
odinary n stinky

When i turn my head left,
big pile of vds...wait is tat my left or right

When i look down,
i see my bra which i jus drop b4 playing the comp...haha...uncomfortable lar

The craziest recent event was
meeting TEDDY GEIGER...duh!wad can beat tat

By this time next year
i'll be studying for my o's

I have a hard time understanding
LOVE

You know i like-like you if
im avoiding you

If i won an award, the first person i'd thank is
GOD.
T
riangles are
3 sided figure

My ideal breakfast is
heartshape pancakes served rite to my bed

If you make me really happy
I try n make you happy

Where do you plan to visit anytime soon
PARIS!!

Boys are
egoistic idiotic freak bt freakingly sweet and makes me laugh

I'll stop my wedding if
someting bad hapened or find out tat hes cheating on me

The world could do without
urmm im thinking deep..i dunnoe..wad ar??i need everything around me now

I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than
die of some disease is i dun lick its belly.if nt i wont do it!

Most recent thing you've bought yourself
5 tops..hehe went shopping at KL!!

My least favourite time of the day is
waking up in the morning...im so nt a morning person

The last time i was high
shopping at mango sale!!!i feel lyk buying all of the stuffs

The last person i talked to told me
lets make a band called sam-dolls...haha...btw syik told me tat n saed i could play the tumberine

Last night i
was crying.cos spain lost to france.my darlingS

There's this girl i know whom
hate boys.

There's this guy i know whom
dun even noe i exist

I'll tell the next person who makes me really happy
i love you for making my dae??..i dunnoe

I'm listening to
if its loving tat you wan by rihanna

I last ate
my favourite keropok ikan tat my mum goreng esp for me

My bedsheet is
yellow ...yar so gay

i smell
bad cos i didnt bath wen i get back frm skool jus now

On my table, i have
alot of stuffs...bks..snoppy doll...i-pod..n lots more

My full name is
nurliyana bte yahya

The next four people who are going to do this quiz are
hmm...nabilah,athifah,iffah and ermm....naquiyah
gd luck ppl

next quiz

1. iffah
2. qsha
3. nad
4. nabilah
5. naquiyah and zahirah..they practically lyk one person..cos they cant be separated..hehe
6.marissa
7. aisha
8. athifah
9.kakak
10. ifa
How did you get know 7?
i noe wen i was in p5.im glad i wen in 5/2 and meet her!she rawk my world.i can laugh all dae without saeing a word wif her.

Why do you love 9?
cos shes my irritating sister hu always make me mad bt always i mean always make me smile at the end of the dae..i share everything wif her

On a scale of 1-10, how much do you love 4?
oh my cute friend abashi.can i give 11.shes always there!!without her i will be upside down in skool.im glad im stuck wif her for 4 yrs.

What's your relationship with 1?
shes my bestfriend!!shes my friend of 8 n half yrs now.n i hope it will last till foreva!!!
i love tis gal a lot.shes the sweetest thing.

Who is 5 to you?
they are my classmates n guidesmates.they are the only bestfriends tat i saw stuck to each other 24/7.haha.theyre the sweetest n should i sae GAY-est friends

Why is 2 important to you?
cos without her i cant rants bout my problems.bout boys family.wdv.shes fun to hang wif.i love her lots.love toking to her at the beach esply.n yar of cos.without her.i wont meet teddy geiger!shes the onlie one tat brgs me to all the concerts.n shes the one hu gt me addicted to "PWOjects"

What do you love most about 8?
athifah.my kecorable friend.wad can i nt love bout her.shesadorable n of cos doing vid wif her is funess n craziness!!

Will you love 3 forever?
Yeeeeeesssssshhhh! duh! she cracks me up!!

What will you do to express your love if 6 one day fell from a building?
i'll do aniting..wahh..haha..my marissa.i love her lots.i seriousli will go to any extend to express my love after all the non-stop crying of cos!

Do you want to love 10 forever?
Haha i wish my ans is a no...bt unfortunately she live wif me.i hav got to love her.shes my sis!

Choose 5 people to do this, that you love of course!
Hm...qsha,nad,zah,musfirah and ermm...aisha

2006-06-27T07:11:00.000-07:00

well
did i tell you ppl
i wen KL the next freaking dae i get back frm my guides camp
it was a freaking fun hols
i can type it all out
bt i guesse it much easier if i post the pics
a picture saes a thousand words
bt i wont post now cos im in a rush
gotta go back to my studying

n candice i will do the qns2 thing later too
i noe u wrote my name for both the quiz
soon aites

okay i noe pathetic entry
jus feel lyk blogging
bt i so hav no time
soon aites!

2006-06-15T10:04:00.000-07:00

IT WAS LYK THE BEST OC DAE EVA!!
cos we met our teddy
our sweetest boy
gosh hes damn sweet
sweet lyk candy
hahah....
hes soo cute
i love him
i cant blog much now
bt i update u wif pics
enjoy it aites

having fun b4 the show

he looks so hot wen he play the keyboard/piano..i dunnoe

look at his dimple

hes looking at my cam!!!

he sings frm his heart..lyk seriously..i was melting

ill update more soon...
n the vid or
u can go to sha blog for more

2006-06-14T02:43:00.000-07:00

gosh im damn tired
mayb cos i think too much n tire myself out
its lyk
i noe i gotta do someting
cos theres lyk a lot of things to do b4 skool start
bt i jus dunnoe where to start
help me!
my mind going to explode

or mayb cos i been missing my sleep for world cup
gosh i lurve world cup
all the hotties on the field
esp todae..spain
all my fav hotties
torres,raul,morientes,casillas,fabregas,garcia
n a well everyone cute lar
in their own way
love them
i dun mind missing my sleep for them
n u ppl noe how much i love my sleeping time..hehe
bt its nt actualli jus the hotties lar
its the excitement of watching football
waiting patiently for a goal
seeing all the dramas
the joy wen someone score
the sadness after a team losses a game
or the anger wen u gt subtitute halfway through the game..haha
c.ronaldo is soo cute rite wen hes pissed..hehe
bt the hotties was the ferst reason i watch football
now i love it a whole lot more
its nt jus 22 guys chasing after a ball
tats wad someone told me bout football
gosh theyre soo rong
i forget hu saed tat to me

mayb cos i watch too much television
yar i am a tv addict
well i cant deny it
i watch every show tat is on the television
i think i rot to death if tv werent invented
cos its seriously my source of entertainment
i will watch one show after another
i will watch tv until theres seriousli no more shows for me to watch
bt of cos the show mus be interesting lor
i even told my sis television is my bestfriend
hahah....mayb cos i spend too much time wif it
n i feel lyk i can realate to some shows
toking bout show
singapore idol
well i love this grp of guys
i tink they hav lyk soo much betta voive than the last grp
too bad theyre grp together

or mayb cos im tire myself out thinking bout tmr
meeting teddy
hopefully everything turn out well
i really wan it to be fun
i wan to hav fun for the last time b4 hols end
i realise i realli make use of this hols to realieve my stress
i watch lyk 3 movies in all
i dun usually watch movies
im more of a vcd person
n went out quite a lot of times alreadi
i really hav my share of fun
so wen the term start i will study my ass off

wdv it is bottom line is tat
im damn tired
so i will catch a nap now

"sekali lagi kuingin kau mengerti
rasa cinta ini sungguh sangat menyakiti
tapi ku hanya makhluk yg tak bermateri
dipandang sebelah mata, tak punya reputasi"

2006-06-13T05:49:00.000-07:00

todae was supposed to "teman" naq to skool
cos her beloved bf zah is nt in spore
n i jus wanted to b nice
bt haha...i woke up late...AGAIN
alar no surprise rite
then after tat we catch she's the man
damn funnie lar the show
n sweet..i lurve it
soo me kind of show
haha
DUKE is super sweet..n hot
okay so the face nt realli wow
bt hes personality rawks man in the show
i lurve the part wen he sae
bout liking someone n thought tat theyre lyk perfct
n to find out tat theyre nt exacly wad u think they are
see tats is sooo true
n hes body
hotness
actualli everyone in the show hot lars
i cant stop squelling
i noe can irritated by me
well tats me in movies
i very noisy wen theres a scene i lurve or hate

"inside every girls,theres a guy"
more lyk inside every guy,theres a girl
i mean nt every girl r tough lyk guys
bt every guy will hav tat one sensitive side of them
trust me i noe wen it come to this
cos i live wif guy age 10,age 17 n age 42
all the same...they actually very nice inside tat nasty egoistic side of them
haha...there i go babbling bout boys again
haha

aniway the show rawks
love it
so glad we managed to catch it
after all the troubles we hav to go through
n i gt this part wen the girl sae to the guy
"girls with asses lyk mine dun talk wif guys wif faces lyk urs"
haha..is tat sarcastic
or jus plain mean
ahah...actually the guy face cute too
lyk i told u all the guys r cute in this show
even the extras
except for some
go catch it aites ppl..esp those hu lurve chick flicks

2006-06-12T09:24:00.000-07:00

wee!!
i meeting him
i meeting TEDDY GEIGER

i cant believe it
wdh
neva in my life i bought a cd
cant believe it
wdh am i thinking
gosh
hopefully everything turns out well this thurs
im soo damn excited
n the place so kewl
tnx nad 4 checking it out for me
bt how do we gt there
haha..another qn

hehe step aje...

todae wen out wif sha n raine
haha
we were making a fool of ourself at that shop
damn emberassing
everyone was lyk looking
n tat cute boy in the shop
haha...funie2

n at the train waiting for raine
its was lyk haha
so cute lar the guy
gt dimple somemore
bt yar kinda irritating

well finally catch my greys anatomy
after missing quite a few episodes
gosh i love the show
"u cant choose ur family"
yup so live with it
make full use of them
coz seriousli
they are wad tat mould u at the end of the dae
though they might get on ur nerves
n u feel like killing them
wen u are at ur worst time
u realise noone will understand u
cept for them
so cherish them
theyre precious gifts frm god
haha
wdh im babbling..bt its true

2006-06-10T10:00:00.000-07:00

well todae wen out wif my darling qsha
love sey toking to her
lyk i can jus sae all out
no need to fake it

well as usual we wen to downtown n the beach
n jus hang n tok n tok n tok
oh yar
WE SAW FAUZIE!!
cant beleive i didnt take pics
gosh...with sha somemore
n tat guy which sha sae very cute..haha very funie lar she
i tink they tink we stalk them...haha
u noe u will hav one dae
wen u saw someone
n lyk u keep seeing tat person
yup tats how it is
bt the thing is
we are lyk giggling non-stop wen we saw them
so its kinda obvious

aniway todae was fun
telling it all out to someone was a gr8 feeling
i cant keep someting to me for long
so ppl think twice b4 telling me someting
no lar...ur secrets are safe wif me ppl
haha..okay actually wen someone tell me someting
i can hardly remember it for a wk
i will totally forget bout it
unless u tell me u gt some illness or someting i guesse

well yar to tell u ppl the truth
i dun think i will eva think of loving a guy
u noe a guy to call my own
i noe wow liy so far think already
bt yeah
im too scared to be hurt
n cry..u noe cry lyk shit
lyk my stupid sis n frens
bt yeah im no love doctor
so mayb cos i dunnoe bout it
bt i feel lyk theyre so stupid to cry over a guy
goodness
haha..liy ckp org tak tau tgk diri sendiri
n i guesse i watch too much tv too
its lyl telling me
oh liy...dun eva lyk a guy
its nt worth it
haha
kay chg topic
wad nonsense talk bout this

haha
kay lar its nite
gtg sleep
dun wanna wake up late again
i hav to start waking up early now

"be my escape"

2006-06-09T07:30:00.000-07:00

finally
i meet tat fren of mine..iffah
yar...long time since we klr
so yeah i also
finally bought a new pair of jeans
now i hav a darker shade blue
bt still havnt alter yet

aniway we were kinda lost in the underpass
trying to look for a fastfood place
n we stand still for a moment
n ppl start coming
ferst this gal wanted us to buya mashimaro toy for 10 bucks
duh we cant afford kan
then she sae each of us give 2 bucks each
i only wanted to get out of it
so yeah i gave 2 bucks
n she look at me
haha giving me the face lyk "i sae each"
then another guy came
donation again
he was lyk im not here to rape u
duh rite
can u use any better line
haha..though its kinda cute
then another came
modelling agenci..so fake lar
they are lyk everyware lar

i noe its their job
bt its kinda irritating
if u follow us around u noe
let us make the desicion whether to help u or nt lar
dun force can

oh yar
tat dae i wanted to sms wen ching
bt apparently its the wrong no.

me: apologising cos i cant make it to our eng dramatisation meeting(i gave her 2 sms okay)

guy: i tink u gt the rong no.i dun tink i am hu u tink i am

me: are you wen ching?[jus to be sure]

guy:if you wan be to be him can.hu r you?

me:ohkay.sorry for disturbing you aites

guy:its okay.nice talking to you.gd luck finding mr ching.

nice talking to you??haha.i was panicking lyk hell.n hes lyk nice talking to you
very funnie...he actually enjoying himself
n wen chinq..its a ms nt mr
haha..i cant stop laughing after receiving his sms
very funnie..very cute

kay
now i hav to start on my hols hw
at least i finish maths
i wanna do a-maths
let c how it goes

"make me urs"

2006-06-08T02:03:00.000-07:00

"Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes
And even when i'm scared i have to try to fly
Sometimes i fall
But ive seen it done before
I got to step outside these walls"

teddy geiger

2006-06-05T05:18:00.000-07:00

all excited to go

fad was all paul twohill carzy...ee...hate him

our ferst stop
burger lembu

express mesra

we were sambut lyk VIP

look at naq...wad a bimbo laugh

the house...nice rite

the room...ohh the ants

dining room

dining room...using timer to get all of us in the pic

from angel

to devil..am i a gd actress or wad..hehe

off to seremban..

at the park..naq is a scarycat

cik kiah...she gt beautiful daughters n son

these two cutie help me wif my bakul telur

cooking baulu n kuih bakar

tour round the kampung on the second dae

trying to get home on our own...almost get lost

lyk this pic...everyone smile was soo real

cikgus...cikgu ashikin is soo cute lar

the caklempong ppl

cute rite the kids

gd bye pics wif mum n dad

http://lilyana.shutterfly.com/action/pictures?a=67b0de21b338e2f1256c
more pics here..n grob ur pics here too

2006-06-05T03:46:00.000-07:00

wee...back frm negeri sembilan
wad can i sae
it was GREAT
soo wanna go there again

so the nite b4 i wen
i realised tat
oh my passport is not wif me
its wif my dad
n my dad at work
was so worked up
n luckily my dad fren halp send me the passport
if not..ill be missing a lot

so ferst dae
take the "express mesra"
lucky few tat take it
the rest of the dae was boring
we met our family
n my family is soo not friendly
but my "mak" is a gr8 cook
at least she dun cook lemak chili api onli..hehe
i love her donut
so soft n fluffy
we stayed at home the whole dae
then tat nite
our"dad" brg us out
probably bcoz he pity us for stying home the whole dae
bt it was boring lar
sitting in the car
till zah fall asleep
the stars was nice though

second dae
learnt how to weave
n i seriously suck at it
lyk a small boy help me
n i still cant do it
in the end ask naq to do for me
since she lyk the expert...ehem2
n the small boy to finish it
tat small boy remind me soo much of my bro
i tink its the hair
n the way he talk
soo cute
bt not my bro
he have been very irritating since i been home
cant stop disturbing me

we play some indoor games lyk batu seremban
they really use batu
n its 7 stones instead of five
congkak...teng2
very diff frm how we play it here

then play outdoor games
"bowling"
soo fun
bt i suck at it
keep hitting other grp pins
the coconut
jus go sideways
bt in the end we still won
second game
tat kayu thing
my grp suck at it
coz we lyk last
haha
bt its fun
the third game was stupid
cant get it

then while waiting during the third game
haiss...
my hearts beat fast
yar
i tink all of u will noe
hafizi came
aww...so cute lar his dimples
n his hair
kay liy shut up
move on

so yeah then tat nite
gt cultural nite
it was fun
the dancing
the caklempong
n the tok penghulu singing..hehe
n yar girls will be girls
n boys will be boys
all the eye candies
haha

last dae
didnt bath
coz we were going to JERAM!!!
soo fun
the water was sooo cold
n pacat
eeewwww!!!
geli...
i wanted to help haj
n i freak out myself
its lyk stuck
n the thought of it might bertelur in our overies
eee
all of us went out the water

yup then it was gdbye time
soo sad
going to rindu tat place
KAMPUNG PELEGONG
u are going to be miss

pics coming up soon

"brg me back to reality"

2006-06-01T06:12:00.000-07:00

todae was gr8
thanks guys for the amazing dae
watch x-men wif them
soo kewl lar the show
i lyk
soo many hot guys
pyro,iceman,angel,wolvarine,cyclops,
but oh wad a pity cylops
he was only there 4 wad
starting of the show
n he only shouted jean!
n falshback
soo eeerrrggg
n jean so mean

aniway
baking was fun
n crazy stuffs we do
hehe
it was gr8
syik nenek n mum damn funnie
so manje she wif her nenek

going off tmr
yay finally packed
im scare
coz gonna get adopt all
but im sure i hav fun
hopefully
c ay in 3 days ppl

"i dun hav a clue"

2006-05-30T23:07:00.000-07:00

well yesterdae was such an unfruitful day
wanted to start on my hw
bt i juz did one bio qn
pathetic
i end up spending my dae watching tv
play the com
watch my teddy geiger over n over again
gosh he is soo cute
i like wen he play his keyboard n play 'these walls'
sooo hot

today will be my another attempt to d my hols hw
but ferst i hav to all the housework
coz appenrently im the only girl in this house
who knows how to stay at home
the rest everydae pun wan to go out
urrgghhh
its soo irritating wen u woke up
n ferst thing u get a phone call
from ur mum
asking u to dry the clothes,cook the rice n bla bla bla
can i juz enjoy my hols
slacking
n do things at my own pace
urrgghhh

"its over"